DARE OR DARE?

2009-11-11T17:54:00.000-08:00

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2009-10-28T17:19:00.001-07:00

:D :D :D :D :D

right now, i feel like the happiest and luckiest girl in the entire world. i can't stop smiling! (:

2009-10-10T14:55:00.000-07:00

hi everyone!

i'm sorry ive been so super inactive online since i've arrived in london, but i'm safe and happy (:

it's only been 2 weeks since i've been here, but it's begun to feel like i've been here forever. the whole place is really awesome and i'm loving it here, except for when i have to trudge to school on a rainy day.

it's been rather tiring having to do very mundane things like settle in, buy necessities, decorate your room, doing laundry and running all sorts of errands, but i guess that's all part of being independent.

the law readings have just started to come in it's pretty horrible, i feel like i ought to be in the library studying instead of gallivanting around already ):

but anyway i really like my hall and my course mates (: i still mostly hang out with the singaporeans, but it's quite heartening to know that everyone else isn't as unfriendly as i expected. it's quite like rj all over again, making acquaintances and small talk around school (or hall in this instance). my neighbours are really nice and friendly, and i go for hockey with one of them. haha yes i joined hockey just for the fun of it, and it's a bit intimidating at first being the only asian (thats not brought up in the uk) there but it's actually pretty fun. i just hope the workload from law doesnt make me quit it in the end.

i dont really get to see my friends from before as much, cos we're not in the same courses/halls and that makes it nearly impossible to see each other around a lot, but i'm glad for small things like meeting up for lunch with val, tea and shopping with jiaks and lantern carrying/sleepover with karen sam etc.

OHYA and thanks everyone who came to send me off/ sent me messages and stuff, i was really very touched that y'all bothered (: i'm sorry if i've appeared like i've disappeared from the face of the earth/ very unfeeling and don't seem like i'm missing people back home, but i really do miss the many familiarities of singapore. it's just that i'm either too tired, or feel like there's hardly any point in hanging on too much to singapore anyway because everyone's started on their new lives and shouldnt be caught hanging in the past; we should all be living it up in our new phases of life!

i wanted to photoblog, but i guess laziness caught up with me and you're reading a post devoid of photos instead oops. btw i haven't decided if i should switch to lj haha so friends, what do you think? (:

2009-09-20T10:14:00.000-07:00

hello my sleep cycle is really screwed up from late nights and waking up late and hence it's a vicious cycle. (but at least i can say im totally adjusted to london time) i'm thoroughly exhausted with all the meet-ups and stuff but i'm also really happy too (: i think that's why i'm totally not feeling sad at all because i've been kept sooo busy!

i think i'm a bit weird, am i supposed to be feeling very sad about leaving? because right now the only thing i'm feeling is EXCITEMENT about embracing a new future (:

and i really got to/ will meet everyone i want to before i leave so i'm really happy about that! SEE YALL IN DEC AGAIN I GUESS (: but maybe i'll eat my words the day/night before i leave or when im at the airport or when im there and feeling homesick. but there's always SKYPE right? (:

anyway in case you wanna come send me off: 23rd sept, T3, 11.30 pm flight so i'll be at the airport from 9plus i think!(:

2009-09-16T10:18:00.000-07:00

i am so thankful for the BEST FRIENDS EVERRRRRR!! thanks for the supremely successful surprise haha, and for a million laughs and smiles, what with "did we just go through ERP?" "no karen it's 10pm" (it was a carpark haha), and screaming "OMG WE'RE GOING TO GET KNOCKED DOWN BY CARS" cos we heard cars and thought oli and angel were so evil to make us cross roads blindfolded when we were actually on an overhead bridge, and "bridge to aeroplane", THANKS FRIENDS (: i'll really miss all this is london!!!

hm other than that i've just been eating A LOT.

both sides of the family have treated me to a sumptious farewell dinner, and yday melanie, jin-an and i stuffed ourselves silly at koukou's house because i knew i wasnt going to see crab, king prawns, LALA, abalone mushrooms and hot and sour soup for another 3 months. looks like i'll put on some of the freshmen fifteen before i leave alr!

actually right now i'm pretty excited to go (: maybe the sadness hasn't hit me yet, and possibly won't till the few days before i'm leaving. but right now i'm ALL READY FOR LONDON (: bring it on!

2009-09-10T08:03:00.000-07:00

i have a throbbing headache and big blisters on my feet and arms so sore it makes wearing clothes difficult.

but i am also incredibly happy (:

i've been trying to make full use of my time, spending it with the people i love and doing things i've always wanted to do, like FINALLY GOING TO TIMBRE hahaa. but it also means i've mostly been spending time with the love of my life before i leave hahaa.

the last week was a whirlwind of activity, with meetups with ppl as usual, half dinner, TIMBRE, karaoke, sending bob off ):, CABLE SKI (: (: (:, keppel bay!! (and eggs ben :D), mambo ('what a night!' in edwin's words haha) etc.

cable ski!! omg am i pro or is angel a good photographer?? HAHA THE FORMER OF COURSE (:

it was damn awesome. the feeling as if you're gliding on water just makes you inexplicably happy, so i was beaming like a retard most of the time on water until i reached the corners cos it's quite hard to turn the edges. took me a few falls into the water but at the end of it YIPPEE i went a full round twice haha(:

<3 x 1000000000000 (:
keppel bay with carmen!! the joys of having a car/ a friend who has a car hehe. the polaroid's even more awesome (: see you in london friend!

and it's only going to get better(: CHUNKFEST on saturday woohoo it'll be nice to go to a bnjs event and not work for a change haha (: everyone should go! i can't wait to eat yellow brickle road ice cream it sounds like a mouthful of heaven!

13 more days! :/ text me if you wanna meet before i leave! (:

2009-09-05T11:12:00.000-07:00

sigh stupid jiaks feeling all sentimental about leaving has spread the emo bug to me and now i can't sleep even though it's 2.21 am ):

there were other things but i think i'll just leave one here because it's the only one that i really need my friends to know.

2. i've always envisioned the time i left to be epic and monumental haha. because they say that it's the best time/excuse to say things you've never been able to say and finally let go. but then that seems to be eclipsed by the fact that this won't (and can't) be goodbye, and that hopefully i'll be back in 3 months haha. but still i hope i'll be able to meet everyone who means sth to me in the time before i leave. because even though i'm really bad at showing it (because i believe in not showing emotions/love as a defence mechanism) or maybe just because i'm so lazy, you probably mean a lot to me.

2009-09-02T08:03:00.000-07:00

i keep counting down now, and i have exactly 3 weeks left here. i increasingly get more vexed with leaving, no thanks to my mother breathing down my neck about every undone thing now and the fact that i might not be able to come back for my birthday.

but amidst all that im still thankful for a gazillion things. camp turned out pretty alright, but the best thing was probably after camp on monday night when karen val and sam came over to my house and we stayed awake and talked till 5am even though we were dead tired from camp. i think i'm very unfriendly haha i like constants in my life. and today i received my first (and probably last) teacher's day present from my tuition kid! HAHA

and there's also gossip girl- i'm in love with "signs" by bloc party. though it's kinda morbid cos it's about someone singing to his lover who's dead? hahaha

ohya and i forgot to blog about this! primary schs are becoming so technology-friendly. remember how in lower primary we had to write journal entries? they've now upgraded to blogs! so baby now has a blog!!!!!!! i wanted to put the link here but it's only for within the school portal. and i was so sad cos i would totally want to read his blog in london, but then daddy said i could always log into his school account to read it (: (: hahaa it's so cute he blogs things like "daryl is my best friend." and "today we went to the zoo. my favourite animal is the tiger" HAHAHA (: (: (: he totally makes me day!

2009-08-29T08:04:00.000-07:00

HAHA i began this post by saying how worried i was about how little time i had left here.

but now i'll replace it with : SOMEBODY TAKE ME TO TIMBRE PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE i cant believe i still havent been there before zzz.

2009-08-22T08:56:00.000-07:00

gossip girl sleepover was a blast (: and it was actually a damn successful sleepover, we inducted karen into the show and finished nearly the whole of season one! maybe sam karen and i will have a gg season 2 sleepover in london heh!

and this was the reason why we couldnt finish season one:
chinatown day! was supposed to be chinatown + mustafa + bugis day but as usual our original plans are always cut by a lot haha. anyway karen and yaya bought polaroid cameras, so tada :D our chinatown day polaroids.

and thank goodness i wasnt home for dinner. in all true mr t. fashion dinner yesterday was a sumptious affair. but i conveniently stayed out and my brother hardly ate anything and went into his room after. and today at the dinner table we laughed as we looked at the leftovers from last night haha. im so glad i was out yesterday, and my dinner was no worse (: da paolo was yumzz.

my family is so screwed up sometimes i don't know whether to laugh or to cry. fuck.

and princess is leaving tomorrow. ): ):

2009-08-19T10:26:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAA i was telling the dearest love of my life about EGGS BENEDICT and how much i wanted them, and then about absolute sanctuary in koh samui cos i really want to detox,

and then she cracks me up by saying:

angel says:
THEN YOUR EGG BENJAMIN HOW?

2009-08-15T07:57:00.000-07:00

sigh why is firefox so screwed up! i can't upload photos and i have a lot to upload cos i was going to let the pictures do the talking: of kiteflying, random outings, bob's bday, STAGE PERFORMANCE HAHA, sending pris off ):

it's kinda weird to see everyone starting school, stressing out over tutorials/seminars (already!) and making many new friends, while we overseas ppl are kinda stuck in limbo. i'm hoping nothing changes, and that we'll still hold on to each other.

last night i went to sleep smiling. filled with all the happy thoughts of yesterday, it took me a while to settle down to sleep. karaoke-ing with 2a2b was fun as usual, but also nostalgic. as princess said: "this marks our 5th year going to kbox!" haha kinda full circle as we end this phase of our life as we know it. i can't believe princess is flying in a week ): and bob's going off to france and not even coming back in december): it seems like we have so much unfinished stuff to do! but i'm already looking forward to our holiday around europe next year (hopefully), and the mass skype chats and holiday mail (just that now it'll prolly be titled "uni mail") HAHA (:

and then i met val for our date after a very long time, and i think talking at the t3 viewing gallery will be one of those conversations i'll hold close to my heart for a very long time, somewhat like the india train ride with rach/ sitting at a corner of the esplanade with angel that are distinctly etched in my mind somehow, where the content is forgotten but the warm and fuzzy feeling always comes back. i'm so happy i'll have you in london val! (: it'll be quite reminiscent of j1 storyline days haha <3

i was feeling quite apprehensive about london especially after wed, but now i'm quite optimistic about it again(: as jiaks says, it'll just be seeing everyone who you want to, as much as you want to! which is basically a continuation of j3 life yippee

oops i dont really have much to say these days, which is probably the reason why this blog is so dead. like even when ppl go "how's life?" i just say: haha pretty much the same. i think emo-ness/ being swirled around by overwhelming emotions is pretty much a jc phase. nowadays it's simply: "when life gives you lemons, make lemonade!"

2009-08-10T08:31:00.000-07:00

i love this it's so damn accurate!

the long weekend was nothing short of awesome despite the changes in plans, though when i say long weekend it doesnt have any particular significance to me since it seems like a saturday everyday!

oh and i dont really understand why people blog with initials haha. is it some gossip girl fad? but having singaporean teens blogging about eating lunch with "a/b/c" isn't as cool as upper east siders going to "S's party" or "B's mum's fashion show".

and it's quite annoying to read too i guess but heehee let me just try it for the fun of it!

saturday with K was damn awesomeeeeee :D i was so happy eating all the yumz food and then now i'm staring at my awesome nailz with OPI nail polish haha. natday was fun too, met A to go to marina barrage to watch ndp (WE ARE SINGAPOREEEEEE :D) and to watch fireworks (: we attempted to fly a kite before that, partly because i really wanted to and A indulged me :D but it totally failed we were such a hazard! then after that K, O, S, A (HAHA KOSA looks kind of ridiculous) came to my house and we had a shitload of fun.

okay i shall end here, partly because i'm kinda laughing at the ridiculity of how the above paragraph looks. i'll edit it/write a new entry soon hahaha

2009-08-01T09:23:00.000-07:00

yay blogger's finally done. so here are the past 2 weeks in pictures (: there's been a lot of other stuff in between too for which i dont have photos for cos i keep forgetting to bring my camera out or to take photos but yeah here's what i have.

love the scoopies!
(i'm not a fan of such photos but unfortunately it's the only photo i have to remember my sleepover at oli's house haha which was awesome with all the food talking and online stalking till the sun rose again haha)

and then there was ndp preview with lina! yippeeee we're suckers for propaganda cos we sang all the national day songs with gusto and waved our hearts and flags around so enthusiastically (: but i was so happy i got to go! since it's more symbolic considering how i'm flying off soon

the final magical shower of gold!

and then there was also bottle tree park with nattay, my favouritest junior of all timeeee! :D

haha after camwhoring around the playrounds, and exploring the whole park, we decided to- PRAWN! and expecting ourselves to catch tons of prawns we didnt eat that much for lunch because we were looking forward to all the prawns we were gonna catch and bbq! but alas it was not to be, we spent the first 45 minutes not catching anything and changing spots cos we were very impatient haha! until the uncle decided to come and help us catch our first prawn!

so here we are holding our first prawn very proudly!

AND THEN, we caught this mother huge one with claws all by ourselves! we screamed the whole place down cos we didnt know what to do with a prawn which was snapping its claws at us and some guy came to our rescue HAHA :D

haha and in the end this was our loot for the day- three prawns! look at the sizable difference btwn them haha! and some guy next to us was bbq-ing a crayfish alive too so poor thing!

yayyyy happy us!

and of course how can we leave the park without the mandatory tree hugger shots, esp with such cute trees:

yay nattay i know you like seeing declarations of love so I LOVE YOU LOTSSS (: (: exciting outing buddies ftw :D

and this was sec4 class gathering at berny's house, before bob and i went to princess's house for sleepover where on the way we has this amusing public transport incident where the joke totally was on jolyn HAHA (i nearly forgot about this but it suddenly came back as i was typing this HAHA)

we ATTEMPTED a few songs in a bid to try and finish our quest before sleeping and then the next day we met jiaks to buy ingredients and came back to bake!!!

so these are the final products!! looks yumms right (: they were!

and then on sunday we met again because we were all ready to attempt the quest (but we didnt in the end) but it was real funs jamming and taking stupid videos and getting high and all! but i dont have the photos cos they're all with princess haha! but i'm really so thankful for all the times we spend together, especially since we're all going to be in different corners of the world pretty soon ):

an actually there were loads of other great times, like the two buffets i had last week haha! kuishin-bo with the cousinzzzzzz (like FINALLY ohman) and steamboat buffet with the scoopies! and the two overnight mahjong sessions and the sunrise and meeting many many ppl and everything but i'm just too lazy to attempt writing/uploading anything more before blogger screws up.

i'll post more soon. (maybe)

haha and as usual my dear friend scolds me for being antisocial cos sometimes i like to be lazy at home and sleep and watch dramas and play with the brothers and not reply msgs and stuff

angel says:
eh but i know what you mean about being lazy
angel says:
ahahah cos nowadays i'm damn lazy also
angel says:
sigh but yijun YOU MUST STOP BEING ANTI-SOCIAL
angel says:
LATER YOU FLY OFF TO UK
angel says:
NOONE CARES AND NOONE REMEMBERS
angel says:
:O :O :O :O :O

i knowwwwww. but you will right? and you and you and you! :D

2009-07-30T07:52:00.000-07:00

blogger sucks >: ( why can't i post any photos!!! maybe this will hasten my permanent move to lj haha

am i suffering from african sleeping sickness??

2009-07-21T07:58:00.000-07:00

okay you can't see the title of this post but it's "am i suffering from african sleeping sickness??"

i woke up at 2 today to go out and eat yummmmmzzz dimsum with shun which we managed to find after walking around :D and its was REAL GOOD(: and so was the company of course but it was waaayy too short ):

and then i went home to take a nap before eating a bit of dinner and ice cream. and now it's not even 11pm and i'm feeling sleepy again.

but then i can't be having african sleeping sickness because house says that the only way to get it is by having sex with an infected african man or by having sex with someone who has had sex with an african man or someone who has had sex with someone who had sex with an african man. but well, you get the point.

i hope i dont feel like this tomorrow because tmr's girls' night out with my fav ppl (:

2009-07-20T11:10:00.000-07:00

heehee i'm so hungry now! i was looking at very tantalising dimsum pictures from this no-frills place i can't wait to check it out tomorrow!

and while searching for how to get there, i realised how absolutely tiny singapore is! i mean this place is about 0.3 km away from city hall mrt, 0.6 km away from bugis and dhoby ghaut mrt and 0.7km away from little india mrt. HAHA

2009-07-19T10:43:00.000-07:00

1. yday was one of those days when i get flustered about some stupid silly thing which got me feeling down. and then my friend just said to me : look, it's actually very simple. all you have to do is __________.

and i realised how often i let this shit happen to me. because everytime something bad happens i'd get all panicky and flustered. and i usually feel like ive gotten myself in deep shit.

and being me, what do i do? i run away from the problem. i shut it out, pretend it didnt happen/ doesnt exist. and in the event that i find a solution/ know that there is one, i'm too bei4 dong4 to actually do anything about it. which often ends up in things being blown out of proportion. or me suffering unnecessary anguish zz. and eventually when everything is solved (because everything usually works out in the end), i'd ask myself: why didnt you just do this from the start? but yet i never learn my lesson.

this is the big problem of letting my heart rule my head. i think i "feel" too much for my own good. and i think i've said this before- sometimes i really feel like those gu-niangs in the period dramas who just live life as it is laid out for them, expecting others to take the initiative and going with the flow. ohwells maybe i should stop letting everything/ some people get to me too much.

2. on the other hand, i really HATE it when some people have to ask me about particular things. because i mean, if i want to tell you i would. if there's nothing to tell i wont say anything. and it's very irritating when you say things suggestively cos HELLO it doesnt help in making me feel anything better. or are you trying to rub it in my face???

3. ohwell i wanted to say it explicitly but angel said that i'll get a lot of backlash haha. but i really don't understand. maybe it's cos i'm not one of them. i was going to say yet, but now the more i think about it, it's leaning towards never now.

4. hoho i'm feeling like a friendless hermit again this week! i think it'll be horrible come august when school starts for everyone. already now with camps i feel like we're starting to embark on different lives. and it only looks like a downward spiral from here. i hope i'm proven wrong.

2009-07-16T08:07:00.000-07:00

despite everyone trying to cheer me up by saying "life doesn't suck!" and "think of everyone else who's life sucks more than yours!", nothing cheers me up more than hanging out with some of my favourite friends.

so on monday, shiya oli and i met first at parkway to shop for karen's present, but we took ages cos we kept getting distracted by food heh (BTW EVERYONE JOLLIBEAN'S AWESOME ICE BLENDED DRINKS ARE NOW AVAILABLE AT ALL THEIR OUTLETS EVERYONE SHOULD TRY THEM I'VE HAD 4 IN THE LAST WEEK HAHA!) so yeah we decided on guess heels in the end despite the old superstition haha but we were kiasu anyway and made karen return us 1 buck each hahaha! ohya so after angel met us at parkway (after getting cheated by the taxi uncle who made a detour to near the airport haha), oli fetched us to ecp to meet pris to cycle! and unfortunately, angel and i mean less to oli than her bicycle ): so while the bicycle grandly occupied the second row of seats, angel and i were relegated to the back row (and oli even tried making us climb through the boot to get in haha) but yes after that we finally went to rent bikes!

being the shit cheapos we were, we decided to rent the tandems because it was $8/2 = $4 as opposed to $6 for a bicycle each. shit we are the ultimatezzz man. so yeah we cycled to some jetty, camwhored and cycled back.
awesome sunset!
haha failed jumpshot we tried to use self-timer to capture.
SUCCESS!
haha one of the photos of oli's modelling shots for which no one else shared the enthusiasm for haha

after that we proceeded to JUMBO seafood restaurant (once again by virtue of oli's car, this time with pris angel and me in the back row once again) where we waited patiently for the bday girl to come :D

and YAY successful surprise cos she totally didnt expect it at all!!! YIPPEEEEE
so HELLO TIN(WO)MAN HOPE THE SEAFOOD FEAST WAS UP TO YOUR EXPECTATIONS (:

and thats all of us! ronald + karen's classmates + siqi + us yippeee

and after that it was near midnight but angel and i decided to walk back to my house since she was sleeping over. and since angel was so excited about being all delinquentish we proceeded to hang around my estate till it was 1 plus before going home or sth. and then we bathed and talked till like 6plus am or sth when my maid and brother woke up to get ready for sch oops.

woke up at 2 and then rushed down to OC cos i had worked and the two of us gobbled up mos in ten minutes haha before i had to go to work and the job was as sleazy as i expected HOHO.
ANGELLLL haha i dunno what i'll do when im in UK and i cant just anyhow call you to talk crap/ be stupid anymore ):

heh and this is my hamsum brother who i watched transformers with. actually i laughed at him after we took this picture HAHA LOOK HE HAS THE BOWL HAIRCUT! hahahaha

harry potter today wasnt all that great ): they cut out so much! and all the PDA was shit cos lavender and ginny are both so gross haha. but i missed the first 2 minutes of the show or sth cos lina and i couldnt really wake up in the morning to be on time haha.

anyway ALL IS GOOD.

(is it really?)

2009-07-11T10:26:00.000-07:00

damns life has hit a low patch once again. but i guess after it goes down down down the only way it can go is up. and what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger. (does it really)

haha at SAM just now jiaks and i saw this thing about how waiting is one of the necessary things in life or sth along those lines. and we both just said "i hate waiting" simultaneously. because waiting almost always brings disappointment.

2009-07-09T08:14:00.000-07:00

i wanna be part of a korean girlband! look at them they look like dolls! going "gee gee gee gee BA PO" haha or dancing to nobody but youuuu!

but then again, i AM part of a girlband :D and to me it's the best girlband everrrr <333

HAHA i bet jolyn's totally crazy idea will never come through haha!

and damnit. i just KNEW i should have replied "like you fucking care" instead >: (

2009-07-04T09:59:00.000-07:00

YO.

haha i realised the entire page has no photos, so here are some!

everything since i've come back's been GREAT (:

(not in chronological order)

the above photo belongs to the one saturday night when we were high and crazy playing stupid drinking games in the lounge and singing karaoke by blasting ipods with the mike haha. and when i nearly died cos i worked 4 days in a row haha.
checking out orchard central with sabrina and bib!

exploring mustafa and little india with nicole omg its such a treasure trove we bought loads of rubbish simply cos it was so cheap haha! and then we went into one of these photo booths to take pictures cos i had this random bright spark haha! - i'm so going to do this with everyone i go out with before i leave!!

then there was social night but oops i onl have pictures with my best girl friends cos photos with bing are in his camera haha.

and there was loads of other stuff, like going out with the usual ppl and best of all THE SURPRISE at my aunt's house which was cherie jiejie hiding in a cupboard to spring on me haha (: and then dinner on friday was yummz at my auntie's house but too bad melanie fell sick and we couldnt spring the surprise on her zz ): but yay cousins ftw (:

and then there was 2a2b sleepover, where the photos are on fb! gosh i can't imagine being overseas in a few months and unable to have them ): all the silly things we do and say, like decorating jiak's sister's cupcakes and laughing at all our designs hahaha and kboxing and bday surprises and stuff (: i'll maybe blog about it when i get the photos and upload (:

okay this entry makes up for the lack of photos on the whole page haha (must be a precedent) so yeah, here's photos from bkk! though not many cos having so many cameras and camwhores the photos are all very split up hahah!

plane ride buddies (:
tuktuk!

girls with all their shopping (:
JUMBOOOO prawns (:
xinya!
mango stucky rice yummmssss
pretty lights (:

lift camwhoring hahaa (:

YAY (:

and i'm meeting most of them tomorrow! havent seen many of them since we came back sian.

yup so that's about it. i havent been taking much photos also i don't know why.

anddd shucks everything's changing. and life won't be the same.

2009-07-02T09:11:00.000-07:00

zz this is not meant to be. i came online with a very strong craving to blog (since the weekend) but then firstly, i had work till like 1/4 am (okay fine the 4am night was because we were playing around in the lounge, getting high and blasting ipods and karaoke-ing), then my modem was down for a few days and then blah blah blah and when i finally have the time to sit down and blog i can't upload photos which totally ruins the effect. but whatever screwy technology is not going to affect memories of the fun i've had the past few weeks and the exciting things that are about to come!

so toodles. another time when blogger's less annoying!

2009-06-22T08:18:00.000-07:00

Oh, why'd ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you,
Must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well..
Say goodnight and go.

This song keeps playing on repeat. it's actually been in my ipod for ages since it's on one of the OC soundtracks, but i'd never actually listened to it till Ru asked me to one night in bangkok, the night we played that soundtrack on loop and had a htht till 5am. i love hthts. i miss hthts!

and i miss the bkk gang. haha retarded dylan just msged: "hello sexys from mutu land. thurs free for shisha?" and i msged back: i have guzheng and i dont shisha (: [freak i sound like such a loser wtv haha] and his reply was "haha okay yeah we know just invite you mah since you also skank! haha" to which i laughed out loud in the train wth.

on the other hand, i think i am not made for waking up early and having 3 meals a day. i did that today, and now i feel like a pregnant cow. can't believe i have to do it for 3 more days. but there's ~~light~~ moolah at the end of the tunnel, and at least i have carmen doing it with me!

okay lazy alr oops byee

2009-06-19T11:28:00.000-07:00

the most insanely perversely beautiful poem, because i finally managed to get through lolita:

Wanted, wanted: Dolores Haze.
Hair: brown, lips: scarlet,
Age: five thousand three hundred days,
Profession: none, or starlet.

Where are you hiding, Dolores Haze?
Why are you hiding, darling?
(I talk in a daze, I walk in a maze,
I cannot get out, said the starling).

Where are you riding, Dolores Haze,
What make is your magic carpet?
Is a cream cougar the present craze,
And where are you parked, my car pet?

Oh Dolores, that jukebox hurts!
But are you still dancing, darlin'?
Both in worn Levis, both in torn T-shirts,
And I in my corner, snarlin'.

Happy, happy is gnarled McFate,
Touring the states with his childwife,
Plowing his molly in every state
Among the protected wildlife.

Oh Dolly! My folly. Her eyes were vair
And never closed when I kissed her.
Know and old perfume called Soleil Vert?
Are you from Paris, Mister?

L'autre soir un aire froid d'opéra m'alita
Son félé: bien fol est qui s'i fie
Il neige, le décor s'écroule Lolita,
Lolita, qu'ai j'ai fait de ta vie?

Dying, dying, Lolita Haze,
Of hate and remorse I am dying,
And again my hairy fist I raise
And again I hear you crying.

Officer, Officer there they go,
In the rain where the lighted store is!
And her socks are white and I love her so!
And her name is Haze, Dolores.

Officer, Officer, there they are!
Dolores Haze and her lover!
Whip out your gun and follow that car,
Now tumble out and take cover.

Wanted, wanted: Dolores Haze.
Her dream gray gaze never flinches.
Ninety pounds is all she weighs,
With a height of sixty inches.

My car is limping, Dolores Haze,
And the last long lap is the hardest.
And I shall be dumped where the weed decays,
And the rest is rust and stardust.

2009-06-17T10:48:00.000-07:00

HELLO I'M BACK FROM BKK.

it was gooooddd. shopping everyday and feasting every night (:

but now that i'm back i'm too tired to do anything. haha it feels quite crappy that we no longer live in a shopaholic's world and it's back to the real world of earning our money to spend all over again.

cheeep cheeeeep, wholesale piesssss.

bangkok was awesome. the food the shopping the company. haha i think after every trip it's impossible not to miss the ppl cos i mean, sharing a room with 7 other ppl the last week with ONE TOILET haha omg how did we survive. but yeah living with each other for so long, i miss it already haha. we need to meetup for our scones and buffet soon (:

but right now i'm feeling kinda sick. but thankfully we all got through the temperature checkpoints and aren't quarantined or anything. I HOPE WE DIDNT GET SWINE HEH.

and there's no nice shows to watch too ): the queen just doesn't appeal to me as it did to the rest of 2a2b haha.

maybe i should start watching grey's again. i need meredith to speak to me.

2009-06-07T11:13:00.000-07:00

okay today officially marks the day i come out of my shell :D

oops i've been a total recluse the whole of last week (okay not total, but pretty much by my standards) because i've been very guai-ly home by 8 almost everyday haha because of this thing called the FRENCH OPEN AKA ROLAND GARROS :D

haha and due to the lack of cable tv, my very hip family and me have been hanging out at this bar all week to watch tennis! haha they must think we're a) either a very bonded family woohoo or b) a bunch of utter losers with nothing better to do. i'd like to hope it's a). haha anyway it's been fun, no less, with all the tennis! it even inspired me to pick up my racquet and get my butt moving for the first time this year (: which resulted in three days of tennis, one with daddy, one with jiaks and one with the family!

awesome times (: but tennis is really addictive. i can't believe i sat through 7 hours of it on friday. half of it with jiaks where we were laughing at gonzalez's unglamness all the time (like the flowerpots and the butt and the dejected looks) and the other half with my family at my aunt's house. cursing stupid federer for playing so lousily and trying to defend myself that del potro was quite good looking against 4 other stupid guys who said he looked like a monkey. but all in good time (: but bad for my body! in that 7 hours, i consumed dinner, ice cream, soya bean, chocolates, milo peng, chips, sweets and mango pudding. and that's what i can remember. probably not all of what i ate.

so yes, now life will feel a bit empty for a while, with no tennis each night to look forward to (and the food at the bar of course hehe) but anyway it's probably time to come out of my shell. but i guess it's just how everyone misses a routine (:

haha everyone's been saying how mia i've been, and angel thought i was pmsing but HELLO IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING, i was just a tennis fanatic (: and i'm back in action this week!

lots of things to look forward to(: dinner opposite, meeting the LOVE OF MY LIFE (HELLO BATIK PLEASE??), 2a2b sleepover and of course, BANGKOK (:

about time to get away from all the drama once again haha today was, as my colleagues commented, kinda like real life gossip girl. i think i just need to escape from reality sometimes.

2009-06-01T09:17:00.000-07:00

hm i've been meaning to blog for some days now but i keep putting it off cos i haven't really had the time.

i thought these few days would be boring and i would spend them languishing at home, but i was wrong and it turned out to be one of those series of days which makes me damn happy just thinking about it.

on friday i met my sworn sister (: okay this sounds remotely (okay fine, VERY) Oo and like it belongs in a period drama but its no joke haha we even took an oath many years back gosh(: it was damn awesome laughing at our primary school snailmail letters, at how trivial our dilemmas and problems were, and yet at the same time marvel in amazement at how miraculous our friendship is. most of the time was spent reminiscing and bent double in laughter, at our weekly "aunt agony-isque" columns, stories or comic strips, and our "little book of secrets" because we vowed to share everything with each other. and all this came out of us competing to be the emcee of the school video. then the rest of the time was spent at novena's starbucks catching up and having heart to heart talks HAHA. on the off-chance that you'll see this, I LOVE YOU SIS(:

on saturday was stl which was pretty much the same, having gotten used to this saturday routine. except this time we only had one sub and the weather was freaking hot and i havent played in prolly a month or sth? haha so after that we went to have milo-peng to reward ourselves before angel and i went to some place at toapayoh to bathe and went trekking randomly around singapore. okay kidding we just ate around toapayoh, and raffles city and went to the esplanade to catch one of the arts fest events then found someplace to camp at to eat our chips. but then the weather was too gross and humid so we made our way back to the esplanade. and i swear when we felt the gush of cool air in our faces, we both said at the same time "woah this is heavenly" and subsequently yelled JINX! hahaha

since all the sofas were taken up we sat ourselves in some random hidden corner and talked about a gazillion things once again, whether it was reminiscing about the part, worrying ourselves silly about the future, or laughing at childhood memories (which angel is devoid of cos she doesnt know a lot of singapore stuff having lived half her life in indo, like HUANZHU GE GE HAHAHA). but it was goood (: after having such talks with ppl i always feel very happy (:

okay and sunday was a complete waste of time spent at blacks fun touch cos we got conned to go but we werent even needed. spent most of the time with angel and pris so at least the company was good. and we snuck off to macs as soon as we could heh :D and at night there was CAMP ROCK on channel 5 which was awesome because such movies ALWAYS never fail to make me happy :D

then today i had to drag myself out of bed at noon (to the church bells' chime haha) to meet augie since he was out and being out on a non-weekend for prolly the first time ever, he had nothing to do (except to cook dinner for his family HAHA) okay so we went to check out illuma which was nothing great and then went eating around bugis. looks like i just spend my days drifting around eating and eating and eating. and then i went home then to work and now im exhausted as hell.

okay the above was just for the record, the reasons for which actually compelled me to blog are probably below and random.

- i finally finished boys before flowers and it's mainly the reason which has immobilized me at night and prevented me from doing anything the last few days. it's pretty awesome, and the boys are so handsome. i want a jun pyo, a YI JUNG <3, or a ji hoo ): haha and when i watched it there were such deja vu feelings during certain scenes i couldnt rmb if they were in the tw version, the jap version, or if it's just a figment of my imagination HAHA. and then when i saw the hospital girl play the harp i wanted to learn it too haha but nvm guzheng will suffice for now HAHAHA

- and then there was "EXPLORERS OF THE HUMAN BODY" with lina at sleepover. okay it sounds like its some porno thing but it's not haha. it's some variety show with super junior and it explores cool myths of the human body its very amusing haha i think i can now spout random facts about our bodies and give you handy tips on how to improve for napfa HAHA

- frivolity aside, i was blog surfing the other day, being voyeuristic, and something kind of struck me. it's weird how you read about stuff you were once part of, and realise that everything seems to have moved on without you. sometimes i find the imperative to point out stuff, or to want to know stuff. it feels so weird being out of touch with something you were once so familiar with. and haha i dont know why it just suddenly struck me. but i guess that's just the way of life. happens in many other areas too, where the only option seems to let go because there's no point in holding on/ wanting to do so. batch after batch, the new ones replace the old and the old are forgotten. so i guess the best way eventually is to wash your hands of it totally and move on with life because you're too outdated alr haha. i think princess and probably bob might understand this feeling.

- and then there are a host of other random, strange, or :/ things but i think i'll go write them in my diary now byeee. its time for me to finish up all that ive put on hold for the last few days anyway.

haha i keep telling myself i ought to stay at home one day and do some things like, PACK MY ROOM, compile certain playlists, write some letters and post them off but everytime i have any free time at home i just slack. damns.

2009-05-27T11:13:00.000-07:00

because my dearest friend angel took the "Are you gay, bisexual, confused, or straight." quiz and got GAY, she made me take it too to see if i was gay.

but LO AND BEHOLD even though the quiz is for guys and i thought answering "pedicured" to the state of my nails now would automatically make me gay, here's what i got!

"Happy day, you are a normal human being. You are 100% normal other then the fact that you actually took the quiz."

HOHO.

and to rub it in her face:

yijun! says:
AND AT THE BOTTOM IT SAYS
yijun! says:
COMPARE YOUR PERSONALITY WITH YOUR FRIENDS!
yijun! says:
ANGELINE IS YOUR GAY

ftwwwwwww

2009-05-25T11:23:00.000-07:00

haha i am too free(:

last saturday was MAHJONG SLEEPOVER (: (: haha at xinya and xinru's house, so while waiting for everyone to finish work jianwei and i met xinya and xinru at chomp chomp to eat supper! but only jianwei and i ate -.- then after that we went back to their house to start playing mahjong :D before everyone else came then we just bummed around and watched taken and it's a damn good movie! wanted to say nice but i realised being scared out of your wits and constantly worrying about your subsequent travels isnt exactly what i call nice so yeah. but yay thailand's soon! so exciting (: (: made me a bit more zz about going to OC cos im really going to miss them ):

anyway slept at like 7 or sth and then woke up at about noon to go to work, and boy i was a zombie! but this was by far one of the BEST parties everrrrr because it was a mixed kid's party (: so it was full of cute kids and hot dads haha! and angel came by to visit since we havent seen each other for weeks YAY (:

SUCH A GORGEOUS BDAY CAKE RIGHT. some kids are too lucky mann.
look at the baby!!!!

HAHA and then after that monday met angel for lunch! haha stupid dome at marina square hahaha. then after that went cycling with lina for the much-needed exercise. cycled till the airport which was nice(:
and then went back to her house to watch SUPERJUNIOR stuff! i'm quite a fan now, albeit a lousy one cos i can't remember all their names or match names to faces and whatever but haha the variety show we watched was quite nice haha.

then tues. our plan to surprise angel failed -.- cos she had a stomachache and wanted to cancel on me until i told her everyone else was coming too so she couldnt cancel! haha ohwells HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL ANYWAY(:

went to oomphaticos! at tanglin mall which is REALLY PRETTY and which bong says gives a very "yijun" feel haha. but it was pretty awesome catching up with everyone(:

okay im getting tired. wed was tuition and dinner with sabrina!

thurs was lunch with shun at changing appetites its a damn awesome place for catching up on weekdays its practically empty and the sofas are damnnn comfy! and then was guzheng

saturday was tuition in the morning before lunch with rox where the chilli carrot cake and fried kway teow made my stomach burn the entire day so miserable ): i never learn my lesson about eating chilli haha. then at night was work and it was mega funnn! must have seen like at least 10-15 rj ppl and stuffs (:

sunday was work again but i overslept oops so i reached quite late haha. then after that met the cousin for dinner after DAMN LONGGGGG which was nicee:D

and today was dinner with karen!

and tmr is sleepover with lina again to watch more sj! i hope i get to see colin tmrrrr!

but i have once again lost my good sleeping habits cultivated in aussie and gone back to sleeping at 4, thanks to watching tangxinfengbao which i finished :D and cried so much when lamfeng died ): ): and now im watching boys before flowers and the boys are WAYYYY more handsome than the jap ones haha

and I NEED A GOSSIPGIRL MARATHON SOON (: anyone?? i have this strong urge to rewatch it all over again!!!

okay byee xoxo.

2009-05-17T08:24:00.000-07:00

haha can't stand my blog not having photos so here are some of my fav aussie photos (:

BABYYY

homely shot!
waiting for cab!

mastering the art of sleeping wherever whenever :D
cooking!

FIREWOMEN TO THE RESCUEEE
diving!

2009-05-15T07:33:00.000-07:00

it's been ages since i've done this, and i think i've finally understood why. i didn't blog for so long, because i was content with the old pen and paper method, and wrote my thoughts in my diary whenever the need arose. because i felt that i didn't want people reading what i think and feel, especially nameless and faceless people. but now i think i've got it sorted out for the moment. i've realised that it doesn't really matter, because passerbys and everyone else are just going to read what i write as a form of entertainment, an update of my life maybe, and move on with their lives. in the end, everything i write only matters to me. i'm the only one who's going to read through my archives whenever i feel like it, laugh at certain memories, relive certain heartaches, rethink through past reflections, and make sure that i dont make the same mistakes twice.

so after ages, i think this is going to be a proper heartfelt entry, although at this moment i have absolutely no idea what and how long i'm going to write. and i guess i only have time to do this because it's been very long since it's a friday night and i'm not working till the wee hours.

which brings me to my first point, i think work is beginning to lose its novelty. it falls somewhere in between because it hardly feels like a proper job since we're all not getting shifts these days. maybe going to OC will be a good change after all, because my life feels like it's in need of a makeover.

these last few months have been nothing short of awesome, though it's passing way too fast. i can't believe i havent been in school for half a year already, and yet i kinda have no idea what exactly i did in the last 6 months. i think i've mostly been straddling between the past and the present. in these last few months, i've learnt/seen so many things that have opened my eyes to a sort-of different world, and yet they inevitably make me look back and compare. would things have been different? could they have been different? and sometimes i think my memory's beginning to fail me. either that or like "he's just not that into you" says, some people have the amazing ability to plant their ideas into your head and psycho you into believing that you wanted that for yourself. but anyway, i think i'll forever be trapped in the past to a certain extent, because all around me there are so many reminders.

which is why sometimes i can't wait to escape to london! in about 3 months, a whole new life awaits (or so i would like to believe even though i thought the same about jc and look how it ended up hurhur). i alternate between "OHNO IM GOING TO MISS THE WHOLE WORLD):" and "YIPPEEEEE LONDON SO EXCITING" half the time, but i think maybe i really am ready for this new stage in life. and i've realised something too. that your best-friends-by-proximity at every stage of your school life should change. so that your old best-friends-by-proximity can still remain good friends through that old link, but not be inhibitory in your new environment. okay inhibitory's not the right word, but you get the point. which is why even though i'm going to london, i'm going to try hard to apply what i've realised.

although i know for sure keeping old friendships wil be hard. even now, i'm missing certain people but er too scared to talk to them for whatever reasons, and it's such a pity because we were once quite close. but ohwells fear's getting the better of me oops!

haha i think i just have too much time lately. and when there's too much time at hand what do ppl do but think?

and it's because the love of my life is not around to entertain me too ): tomorrow would mark the end of the 3 weeks! and no i'm not pining for some boy in army who's in field camp or confinement or whatever but dear angel! HELLO ANGEL HONORARY MENTION IN MY BLOG! sorry i didnt guest blog for you haha i was afraid if i signed out of my account and logged into yours i wouldnt remember my pword to sign back in again heh ><

anyway MAHJONG again tomorrow yipppeeeee my hands have been itchingggg :D

2009-05-13T09:53:00.000-07:00

haha sometimes spontaneity can come at a very expensive price. i went to work on monday unsuspectingly, and ended up agreeing to a trip next month to bangkok and parting with 100 bucks on the spot for the air ticket!

but anyhow, bangkok next month ! (: (: and possibly hk too :D

anyway, after karaoke-ing and watching xmen with 2a2b yday, i decided to rewatch the trilogy again! because i mean, everything is supposed to follow the "origins" right? and i forgot how the last time i watched it, i wanted so much for a boyfriend like bobby haha! to freeze roses of ice and make ponds ice skating rinks for us to skate around (:

2009-05-08T08:02:00.000-07:00

hello everyone i'm back! and already missing aussie and some of my favouritest ppl ever (:

but quite sian cos i've been quite sick ever since we came back, looks like we all really took turns and i just completed the cycle by falling sick back on our sunny island.

i'll (maybe) blog about the holiday soon, but i'd rather try to make my scrapbook first, but anyway, here's to the people who made aussie the most awesome and beautiful (heh) trip ever (:

2009-04-27T08:47:00.000-07:00

haha oops i realised all my pictures are bnj photos so it makes it seem like my life revolves around it even though i dont work all that much haha. but maybe it's the novelty and excitement and the fact that got events so we take photos! because besides that, everything else is just very old and nice and comfortable haha like going out with the usual ppl! LIFE IS GOOD (:

so sunday! was going out with angel haha our last date before 3 weeks of separation (ew how gay sounding) but anyway yeah we went to cedele for hell lot of desserts! scones, cake and EARL GREY AND FIG HOHO YUMZZZ and then we drank tea too :D and stuffed ourselves insane, before heading to the scrapbook shop and wheelock and browsing around (DUH everything's so incredibly expensive) and then to borders to.. READ OUR HOROSCOPES HAHAHA we had damn a lot of fun doing stupid things like that and trying to convince ourselves of random shit haha but omg sagittarius is so sian! HAHA cos we were looking at this book telling us which signs we should go out with, wahlau cos sagittarius is fire, can't be together with water (you'll get STEAM the book says), can't be earth either not very compatible, can't be fire either you'll EXPLODE and dunno what shit la hahahahaha! ohwells doing stupid things as usual haha!

anyway, TTFN PEOPLE (: because this time tmr i'll be on the plane to AUSSIEE (: so maybe when i come back there'll be nice photos haha. ANYWAY IM SO EXCITED I CAN HARDLY CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT ! okay besides from the fact that i'm far from done with packing, i can't wait for tomorrow to comeeeeee! WOOHOO

2009-04-25T11:12:00.000-07:00

haha this is a very rare occasion where i actually feel like blogging! i'll probably edit this tmr to sum up the week but while this mood lasts i shall indulge in it!

anyway this has been the most awesome week in a while (: and i kind of knew it since last sunday (: (:

there was lots of fun, good food and good company (:

so as everyone probably knew, tues was free cone day :D quite exciting! but no joke when you're the one scooping. haha the whole store was in a frenzy, esp when we couldn't get the ice cream to thaw fast enough and we had to come up with all sorts of novel ideas to make them thaw faster (: but anyway we definitely had lots of fun at the expense of our arms, and the after party was pretty awesome though it was just the few of us (: we gave up on jaws2 cos it got too boring, and watched PARIS HILTON'S MY NEW BFF hahaha omg and ate our own free cones yumzzz actually i think the pictures said it all (: was awesome seeing lots of friends that day even though there was this isolated incident that kind of bummed me out but okay nvm

wed! besides the usual tuition there was 17 AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGG I LOVE ZAC haha and rox my gummy buddy (: like today again :D hahahah we're totally going to get diabetes hoho. hahaha we're so impromptu heh but omg everyone should watch 17 again even if you're not a fan now you'll totally be one after you watch it!!!!!

and then friday there was chicken rice and raffles creamery with karen, omg i havent been there in ages! and hm walking to the nlb kind of made me miss jc, like the times when we would go there to the reference sections to look for lit stuff and hang out around the area etc i really love the nlb! and the bugis basement which is foodie heaven (:

and dinner with VAL (: its been so longggggggggg but woohoo now that your internship has ended its going to be better! anyway haha we had dessert at cedele yays :D i currently love their desserts i can't wait to go back again tmr!

okay this isnt going as well as i envisioned but okay last day!

yummz had char kway teow for lunch with rox impromptu-ly after tuition again woohoo and then slept and then went out for more food and to finally catch up with the co-ogl and get my vcds back after a year HAHA

but OMG i hate my stomach?? now it's no longer the woes of the girl with the small stomach, it's THE ATTACK OF THE BOTTOMLESS PIT and the resultant carnage of an empty wallet?? like how i can't believe today we just walked into 3 different places to eat consecutively??

but paella was YUMZZZZZ i finally satisfied my craving! everyone should try the paella at serenity at vivo if you should crave for it and have the monehh to spare HAHA

then after that we decided to go to hk cafe to eat more cos we weren't full then finally to bakerzin for desserts yummayyy. okay so now i feel like a round blob. but a satisfied round blob (:

2009-04-23T10:27:00.000-07:00

yay free cone day! i'll blog soon but i'll just put pictures for now (:

2009-04-19T10:06:00.000-07:00

sigh before i type this post, this is a tribute to my old camera:

dear camera (uhoh it doesnt have a name), thank you for being with me through the past 3 years, through ups and downs, rain or shine. you've taken probably 10000 photos since my image count was last at 9400+ that i remembered, and you have captures some of the happiest moments of my life (and probably my friends' too) and also some of the ohshucks moments that sometimes make me look back in nostalgia. even though you're currently being repaired, i'm sorry for ditching you for my new baby ): but i love you all the same thank you for being such an awesome friend and companion over the last few years.

NOW... SAY HELLO TO MY NEW CAMERA (:
actually when i bought it i still missed my old one for the bigger screen, but this one is AWESOME too (: yippee! i'm such a technological destruction ): but luckily for repairmen and sim lim square my iphone that i spoilt half a year ago is now being repaired too :D

okay! so these are the photos from last week which i had to resort to koping off fb sucks hahahaa

they're twins!!!!!! so cute right (: HAHAA playing musical chairs with a bunch of 3-5 year olds is pretty funny! cos they cry the moment they lose and have to be out haha! then we have to bribe them with ice cream and cookies! it's nice being 3 and having cookies making everything better

after that party, met karen and we went around vivo eating random food like HAWBALLS WOOHOO :D before going to meet the rest for laksa steamboat! and it was so yummzzzz with the awesome decor that had revolving chandeliers and goldleaf walls and like motifs on the ceiling haha!
(p.s.) the two things at the side were the revolving chandeliers. dslrs rock HAHA

and there was lunch with the harvard-bound aj at cedele on wed! haha omg i can tell everyone that my pseudo sec4 bf went to harvard omgosh and HAHA i told her she'll get to see the elusive nicholas tan HAHAHAHA. anyway their earl grey ice cream is very awesome everyone should go eat it BUT DONT EAT THEIR FOOD its horrible hahaa.

and then there was eelin's 18th bday party at macs HAHA i think we annoyed the party woman to the max we kept laughing at stupid things but anyway it was pretty fun :D
and the chairs were so tinyy omg we all thought we were going to break them haha.

and this is just a very nice photo of my brothers (: i was playing with color accent HAHA

and today! went out on a cheapo-luxurious date with angel! haha the oxymoron but let me tell you why :D

we watched revolutionary road in GOLD CLASS! OMG ITS DAMN COMFY I SWEAR IF I WAS RICH ENOUGH I'D NEVER WANT TO WATCH MOVIES IN A NORMAL CINEMA EVER AGAIN ): the chairs were so comfy, the lounge so pretty, and the service very good! the chairs are like the firstclass kind which are reclinable so its like this bed HAHA

and revolutionary road was pretty good! leonardo's acting was uptostandard as usual, though we both thought he grew visibly fatter and now has a PAUNCH (omg i initially typed PONCH hahahaaa and remember jiakang thinking that paunch was ponch cos it ought to rhyme with conch HAHAHAHAHAAAAA) ): but omgg it's such a scary life i would die if i felt as "stuck in life" as kate winslet did. but anyway the ending parts were damn good esp the breakfast scene. anyway i'm just so glad i wasnt living then. i think any woman who lived then and led such a conventional stifling life would have the potential to go insane!

and then after the movie we chilled in the lounge for a while (: and visited the pretty toilets HAHA
haha sorry ah color accent is my new toy, very slow i know.
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GOLD CLASS FTW :D stupid angel wear until so unglam yucks haha

and then we went to starbucks and got a drink and to food republic to eat carrot cake and attempted to shop but were disappointed and then ended up eating ice cream. ohmygod we are such pigs haha and we ate quite a huge packet of popcorn somemore during the movie haha.

omg im such a traitor i keep advertising for other brands' ice creams, but LOOK THE SCOOPS ARE HUMONGOUS :D yummzzz though we got sick of it by the end.

quite a nice luxurious date ah :D

but HERE'S WHY IT WAS CHEAPO :D :D

the gold class tickets cost 72 bucks zomg but guess what we used the vouchers i won at prom last year (: (: and while everyone in gold class was drinking expresso and vodka etc we ate popcorn HAHA and the starbucks was complimentary from her friend who works there WOOHOO

ohwells the week's getting better i just know it (: (: ANYWAY PPL FREE CONE DAY'S ON TUES FROM 12-7! come cathay :D even though the flavours this year aint very good boo haha

but before i go....

HELLO MELANIE AND CHERIE JIEJIE LOOK WHAT I FOUND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
except it's not a karaoke lounge its some merchandise shop hahaa i literally couldnt stop laughing when i saw it pls haha (: I MISS YOU ALL!

2009-04-18T08:09:00.000-07:00

imperfect boys with their perfect lives indeed.

life very unfair eh.

anyway i watched Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist today!

and i really like this thing they said (about the Beatle's song "I Wanna Hold Your Hand):

'I Wanna Hold Your Hand.' First single. Fucking brilliant. Perhaps the most fucking brilliant song ever written. Because they nailed it. That's what everyone wants. Not 24/7 hot wet sex. Not a marriage that lasts a hundred years. Not a Porsche or a million-dollar crib. No. They wanna hold your hand. Every single successful song of the past fifty years can be traced back to 'I Wanna Hold Your Hand.' And every single successful love story has those unbearable and unbearably exciting moments of hand-holding.

and i think its true! reminds me of how karen and i said the only PDA we condone is hand holding cos it's actually very sweet (:

2009-04-13T11:38:00.000-07:00

but sometimes i lose faith in "everything will turn out alright in the end"

will it really? i was just reading my private-d entries in lj, and there was this time where i thought everything was finally going to be alright again, and the next moment i was cursing myself for allowing myself a chance for disappointment again, with the nagging voice at the back of my head saying: see i told you so.

2009-04-11T10:09:00.000-07:00

okay because i said i would! after not really blogging for nearly a month i think haha? but when you stop it's quite hard to get started again i guess.

anywayyyyyyy, life's been pretty routine with driving, work, trainings, going out etc. but..

1. DRIVING HOHO IS OVER :D finally haha today i drove my family to dinner, and it was quite funny with my dad and mum hollering advice all over the place, but we got to our destination at ecp (my first time on the ecp HAHA) and back all safely :D except my parents parked the car instead for me haha

2. work is in no way routine i guess, cos i work so randomly etc and there's always exciting stuff. right now my hand aches really bad, because i worked yday and it was good friday and the crowd was simply insane i scooped at least 1000 bucks worth of ice cream i bet so now my arm is damn sore. at least sales were so good we got free macs supper where mabel jianwei and i just sat in the lunch pigging out watching friends HAHA. awesome(: more free pints this week WOOHOO

and then these are very overdue photos because ive been so sian ever since my camera spoilt ): and i have to use my brother's. but at least i'm getting a new one next week (: except i can't decide if i should spend 349 or 499 bucks just for a bigger screen HAHA.

anyway the most lavish birthday party of a kid i've ever seen probably..

we stole the decorations from the wall after they were done haha
and i say most lavish, because
the girl was turning ONE.

here's us the party ppl! or the food ppl. so called because somehow it always seems to be the same few of us when there's a party (and food) to go around. okay i am smiling like an idiot with chubby cheeks BUT whatever haha look at the cute baby! haha and okay la i think maybe i was smiling so widely cos this was when it was over and we could finally eat the food at like 5pm after not eating anything the entire day! hahaa

okay this was the usq kids carnival er a week/two back? haha
the cousin and i with gummy rings :D

HAHA THE MASCOT HENG I DIDNT NEED TO WEAR IT OMGOSH haha

and this was baby's birthday after that!

3. trainings

sigh playing in a club is so different and it's like we're never good enough and it's so demoralizing and everything but ohwell at least got teammates i guess!

4. going out

is the same old things as usual, with sleepovers, meeting the same old people though a lot less often now sigh since everyone's so busy

but hoho i just watched confessions of the shopaholic!!! with the cousin a few days back and omg i love both isla fisher and hugh dancy haha i risk sounding like some crapz bimbo but omg must make a lot of money to shop like that (:

and this was pok's bday dinner some time ago too.

so haha i remember talking to angel that day, and haha my post As life didnt exactly turn out like how i expected it to actually. i thought i'd get a serious job, do an internship etc but haha i'm keeping up with my spirit of frivolity haha and bumming around without a proper real job haha but it's fun nonetheless.

and it's crazy but i'm starting to feel scared about leaving everything behind come september already. because i mean if it's already april, september will come in the blink of an eye sigh. but at least i don't think i'll regret in anyway how i spent these pre-uni months (:

and on a sidenote OMG MY IPHONE IS LIKE MIRACULOUSLY WORKING AGAIN. okay so it can't be used as a phone anymore cos the receiver is spoilt but it still works just like an ipod touch so the brothers and i and everyone else have been having great fun with it haha like how melanie and i prob looked like stupid retards playing ice hockey on it at cedele yday haha but YIPPEE i think i screamed OHMYFUCKINGGOD when i plugged it in to the com and all my msgs and photos and contacts came back (and all the embarrassing stuff of angel her brother put in my phone subsequently disappeared, sadly though) BUT WOOHOO (:

2009-04-07T09:15:00.001-07:00

more gossip girl quotes!

sometimes the only thing left to do, is to wrap your arms around each other one last time, and then just.. let go

2009-04-06T10:08:00.000-07:00

i randomly decided to resume where i left off for gossip girl and ah i forgot how nice it was and how addicted to it i was last year haha

lily (to rufus): i don't want to spend another minute trapped in this hotel room, scared you're going to hate me forever, when... i'm still in love with you.

ah i love them! even though they're the old couple and not one of the hot young ones HAHA

2009-03-19T09:37:00.000-07:00

YO!

okay so there was 2a2b sleepover last week, nus open house, going out with angel after, oli's bday celebration on sunday, meeting pok and nicole on tuesday and half lunch plus movie today!

1. sleepover ah bob forgot all about it ): we are just too busy HAHA but watching friends and pigging out and everything was good in each other's company as usual (: though attempting to decide about trip was kind of disastrous haha

2. nus open house!
HELLO (:

yay (:

haha auntie faith scoopies!

i love this photo its so hilarious haha

okay a proper one with rox (:

3. dinner with angel after! our plans to check out the peranakan place failed once again -.- so we ended up at haji lane and arab street and whatever walking around and ended up at this AWESOME SECRET HANGOUT omg its so nice and couply haha! and its secret we wont tell you where it's at (: but haha angel! reading your entry made me realise a few things: that our exciting plans always fail, that we haven't been out in ages): (okay considerably long HAHA), and that we always just end up doing what we do best- talk! haha but yay i love you a lot a lot a lot <3333333

4. work on sunday! with mabel when we cook and cook and eat HAHA :D i shant show pictures of egg tofu and egg HAHA in the oven hoho and xinya's MEGAGIANT sausages after that!

yay we baked cookies (:

5. was oli's bday celebration at central after work, BUT i dont know how come my camera died after the above camwhoring shots ): so i have no photos of oli's bday celebration cos my sharing folders arent synchronizing also >: (

but this is karen and me with our sticky sweets (which are damn yummy) while waiting for everyone else that was late again >: (

but dinner and dessert was good HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLI (oops now belated alr haha) hope you had fun :D

6. tuesday was work and then dinner with nicole and pokkers and then drinks after haha

7. today! yayy such a happy day after feeling like crapz this week cos of the pms, because this morning i received a msg from angel "OMG I LIED TO MY BOSS AND SAID I GOT DIARRHEA WE CAN WATCH MOVIE LATER" which made me so happy i kept smiling like an idiot in the bus HAHA! so i happily went for lunch at seoul garden with jiaks hab daryl pok jasper and then went to meet angel after that for he's just not that into you. and we liked it!! cos we're sappy like that. but remember: if he's not calling, he just doesn't want to ask you out! haha it's true how girlfriends, as awesome as they are, tend to stand up for the jerks and give you false hope HAHA! then we had dinner at marche before i went off for guzheng :D

2009-03-18T12:03:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel like since school has ended, i'm already falling short of all the promises of "keep in touch" what's going to happen when i leave.

but i think sometimes i'm also just too tired. selfish as it may be it's a lot better to feel like you matter to people than having to constantly make the effort to keep some people in your life. maybe i shouldn't expect so much of you (and you and you and you) but i just thought we were closer than that and meant more to each other.

and in case you're thinking HAH yijun's probably just referring to some boy again, well i'm not. this could very well mean you.

2009-03-16T10:20:00.000-07:00

I’m running out of patience coz I can’t believe
What the hell I’m hearin’ (hearing, hearing)
And speaking of hell
It don’t compare to this heat that I am feeling
I love you too much
It shows, all my emotions go
Out of control
When I can hardly see
From the tears that flow

Can’t forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
Coz ladies take it in
And get comp oh oh oh sure
Before I lose it get comp oh oh oh sure
I am gonna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
Coz ladies take it in
And get comp oh oh oh sure
Ladies never lose comp oh oh oh sure

Not gonna lie
Or even try
You’ve got my wheel spinning (spinning, spinning)
And I ain’t the one to show
The gun, ‘coz that means you will be winning
Oh yeah
I love you too much
It shows, all my emotions go
Out of control
Good for you bad for me
When I can hardly see
From the tears that flow

Somebody better hold me back
You’re lucky I know how to act(So lucky ain’t gonna attack)
I’m being calm and cool
But believe me you
It’s taking everything to just breathe
Breathe, breathe

ahh im so addicted to this song!!

2009-03-11T09:48:00.000-07:00

ohwell things are changing and sometimes things get damn wtf (hoho wth no longer i'm so totally okay with swearing now haha) omgggg cant believe it hmphh

too bad we're too lazy to do anything and its so last minute HAHA if not we'll totally turn up fashionably "late", looking fab and all. and anyway it's not like we're not used to change and volatility and whatever. and being excluded but whatever we are cool yo! we're not the dark side HAHAHA and we'll never cross over!

and JIAKS I LOVE YOU THIS IS SPECIALLY FOR YOU OKAYYY! we're so much better company here's to lots of food, shows, COOKING MAMA, wii and fun and laughter tmr (:

BUT as friends never fail to remind me LIFE IS GOOD and i have so much better company YAY:

with karen the fellow ahlian

touch in every different form!

2a2b going to gold coast WOOHOO omggg i'm seriously damn exciteddd :D :D :D :D :D sleepoverrrrrrr yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

and loving every single one of my jobs(:

LIFE IS GOOD; we're not letting the shit get us down!

2009-03-07T07:12:00.000-08:00

1. haha it feels like top of the list should be results due to all the buildup about it and the scares and whatnot, even though it didnt hit me until i had some nightmare a few days before, and we were in the hall waiting for purvis to hand it out to us. anyway i guess it now just feels like a huge weight off my back. that's the bad thing about rj because even if you do relatively well you're just more relieved than anything else, and certainly not ecstastic as you ought to be. but i'm happy nonetheless and thankful that the burnout from prelims and slacking pre As wasnt detrimental to my grades haha. and h3 was simply the icing on top of the cake considering how i ponned half the lessons and left early the other half of the time haha :D and if you, like so many ppl have alr said "omg sometimes i wonder how you get your grades" all i can say is BIMS POWER WOOHOO hahaha.

2. meeting ppl again was pretty fun, especially some ppl whom i havent seen since prom or something? like most class ppl and other random ppl. though sometimes its weird when you say "see you again" knowing that the again will probably not be anytime soon

3. work was awesome today omg i miss working and i only didnt work for a week? haha EGG TOFU FTW :D and maggi mee goreng and kimchi ramen and what not :D we are such gluttons i dont know how we survived till 6pm without food at all today at first cos the crowd was just too crazy! but anyway i'm already looking forward to friday and sunday and the potential feast that we're going to have in the store HAHA work makes me happy (: i'm glad i'm working more times next week and at the nus open house too PEOPLE COME VISIT THE BNJS BOOTH IF YOU GO FOR NUS OPEN HOUSE! i'm working there from 2-6 (:

4. haha statcounter jumped like hell the past 3 days presumably by ppl who wanted to know about results/ see if i was fretting before results were out HAHA so there you go i hope this post satisfies you considering how i hardly ever blog interesting stuff anymore

5. sometimes i feel alright but sometimes i feel like kicking myself for not being able to be over it. but i guess we'll probably have to live with this awkwardness forever haha. actually i wanted to say more but not like the person who ought to see this will read this, and even so not like they'll care haha. actually i seriously wonder who the hell reads my blog HAHA

6. yo yo yo i wish i could see some ppl more often! sucks that so many ppl are having 9-5 jobs and here i am working irregularly and being quite the slacker hahaa

7. okay getting shorter, time to end! in case you were wondering why it's all in point form, i think it's because my life is too haphazard this is the only way to give it some order haha

toodles (:

2009-03-04T09:37:00.000-08:00

DEAR KAREN:
ah i love you a lot a lot (: and no matter what shitz happen that's all that matters right (: i dont know what else to say but CHEER UP KAREN (: just remember all our wonderful outings and retarded times and i'm sure you'll laugh and smile (:

and if it helps you'll be seeing lovely me in a day and a half so that should bring a smile to your face (:

bad people will get their retribution! and good people will have lovely things happen to them (:

I LOVE YOU LOADS KAREN (: SMILEEE (: (:

hope after you read this you'll feel better! <33

2009-03-02T07:39:00.000-08:00

well in the last post i said i think the week's only going to get better, and i was right (: this week was nothing short of awesome, filled with my favourite things and favourite ppl woohoo :D

okay overdue photos first!

cousin and i at some family dinner thingum (:

my rose from jiaks :D woohoo! this year for vday candies, cookies and roses have been reduced to candy, rose and cookies HAHAA

okay time for weekly update HAHA gosh i can't believe im bothered to do this but i think this week's well worth it (:

sunday met karen! had tea cos i couldnt wake up in time for lunch heh and went shopping after that. and for the first time she spent hundreds of dollars and i spent zero :D (on clothes i mean) and i think these two lines dont adequately sum out our outing haha because i think talk over tea meant a lot more than words can say!

tuesday went minds cafe with tuition ppl haha omg true colours is damn fun and we all ask retarded questions and keep laughing until we get a stomachache HAHA (: and there was this yummy yoghurt machine like the one at queensway!!

wednesday had a sleepover with lina, which consisted of prata at simpang bedok, walking around her estate at night, going to the playground and talking to weehours and house sight-seeing HAHA before we ended the night with er 7-11 cheapo alcohol, junk and friends episodes :D

nearly died the next morning cos i had to work haha! but work is always fun i guess :D after that omg had my first guzheng lesson HAHA so exciting :D after our fiasco with our phantom 3rd person haha who is still formless at the moment oops! although the teacher talked to much and we hardly got to touch the instrument ): but im super excited about it hehe!

friday was slumdog millionaire with karen before work with mabel and xinya haha! with my brilliant instant noodles with egg tofu :D :D and the best part was probably after work where we went to sit on the erp gentry and talked until like 3am oops! at this point you're probably "HUH ON TOP OF THE ERP GENTRY" which i thought too until i went there so oops can't explain anyway!

and this is the view from it (:

saturday i nearly died from the lack of sleep so i didnt go for stl (luckily my team's was a walkover so heng i didnt waste my timeee smart me :D)

but then i managed to drag myself out of bed to meet DEAR NATTAY for high tea at fosters!

this was our high tea set for two- it may look little but it's DAMN FILLING haha! hell lot of carbs and butter as angel said but heck heh!

and fosters is such a nice place we just sunk into the armchairs and talked for damn long since we havent caught up in some time haha and it feels like christmas all around! and i got my damn belated birthday letter but its always better late than never NATTAY I LOVE YOU I REALLY REALLY DO (: (:

then after that i travelled damn far to yck to meet angel to sleepover at her house! and oops we ended up settling stuff till like 1 and talking till 4 and then we were like OMG SHIT we've to be up in 2 hours die haha. but it's pretty much amazing how we probably can/will never run out of things to say or do (:

so yes sunday was surf and sweat! and haha we went into it thinking eh die we're an all girls team in a mixed category oops and we're mega unfit haha but i think we all had fun and we actually managed to beat one mixed team and avoid being thrashed by others :D and who's ever going to complain about fun in the sun (until you bear the wrath of the after effects like all of us now haha)

this year's surf and sweat was kind of a totally different experience from last year (rmb thunderstorm and shivering under some tiny miniscule stupid shelter) hahaa!

strawberry shortcake :D swearing by hiphop jelly woohoo! stupid my face so big so ugzz but whatever HAHA

:D totally charming capts HAHA

(: dont think words are needed!

team photo but damn sucks thanks to angel's friend's wide shirt i look preggers HAHAHAA but whatever la ):

yay us and umbrellas like total aunties :D but we still didnt manage to avoid being burnt ): im in such a crap miserable sunburnt state now i dont even feel like going out much booozzzz

and then.. we found the bouncy thing where they played bossaball and couldn't resist jumpshots!

look i'm totally awesomely high (though angel and pris would scold me cos they said my momentum caused them to be unable to jump hahaa)

WOOHOO :D

okay oops i was really being lazy when i blogged but as i said it was a week full of favourite things and ppl, and all the talks/sleepovers/outings/meetings were nothing short of wonderful individually, so if your name's mentioned here it just means I LOVE YOU a lot a lot (:

2009-02-22T10:07:00.000-08:00

Do you ever wonder
What sky I'm lying under
Do you ever think of me

Does your heart remember
How we used to feel
When it used to think of me

All I need to know
When you're on your own
Do you miss what might have been

World don't stop turning
Stars don't stop falling down
In my world of make believe
Do you ever think of me

We got different stories
And all our never endings now
Even thought your heart is free
Still my heart wont let me be
Do you ever think of me

So we're on different shores
Do we just drift away
Do the memories fall
Like a driving rain

All I need to know
When you're on your own
Do you miss what might have been

2009-02-21T08:29:00.000-08:00

haha ooops havent blogged in so long but anyway i dont think my life is very interesting lately.

there was benjamin button with the cousin, kbox and dinner with 2a2b, dinner with shun, and the usual work haha!

anyway this week wasn't a very good week at all (with no thanks to perioding which never fails to dampen my mood whatsoever).

buttttt i knew from yesterday it was about to change :D cos jiaks came to visit me at work with my belated valentines rose (LOVE YOU JIAKS :D) and oops i slacked from work cos there was no one and went to chat with jolyn and lina hoho! YAY I LOVE FRIENDS (: so far i don't think i've worked a single time at all without seeing people i know/ having friends visiting (: (:

and today was probably the most exciting day of the week. we played stl in the torrential rain omg i really felt like i bathed in the rain, i don't think i've ever played in such bad rain my entire two years in touch haha! the visibility was so bad and my eyes were being stung by the huge pellets of rain but i guess it was er an experience anyway.

and so we were like drenched chickens (literally luo tang ji haha) and dripping around turf city waiting for our clothes to dry off, before angel and i tried to make our way down for high tea but failed miserably cos we totally missed the stop and ended up in orchard instead hoho. went to cathay to eat ice cream HAHA before walking to the city hall ms clarity for dinner. but going out with retarded angel is always fun :D what with the bomb scare and her mother thinking she got arrested by the police, and our simultaneous spontaneous instinctive (what a mouthful) running away hahahahaa oops we are just too retarded to explain ><

and so i have a feeling the week's only about to get better :D lots of things to look forward to next week WHEEEE (:

okay what a boring post woohoo -.-

AND haha i need to stop swearing what a bad habit!

AND AND i should seriously just turn lesbian HAHAHAHAHAHA

2009-02-14T06:50:00.000-08:00

ohwell vday's just about over so it's time for the customary vday post!
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
i rmb as karen and i were walking around orchard on friday after cutting hair everywhere seems to just remind us lousy singletons that we're still single HAHA but who's to deter us from having fun (:
first up, the exciting haircut day!

and work on friday was so awesome because i couldn't wait for nattay to visit (: for my first out of two vday presents -.- vday is no fun without school! my brother was saying haha last time you always come home with like lots of flowers this year no moreee ):

so ohwell we could be lonely hearts and sink into depression on vday since pms the last few days sometimes makes me think life sucks and my life is so shit, but thank god for girlfriends (:

NATTAY! and bangs HAHAH

hoho oops we waste resources but this was what we were stuck in the store till 2am doing hoho (: there are loads more but haha cannot put up all la YAYY vday was off to a good start
then today, seems as if we need to keep up our tradition of playing touch every vday since we joined touch HAHA so we played stl!
hehe my hair so fug bangs very hard to pin up!

and then after that took bus to meet angel at cathay while the rest of the westies went home haha! and finally got to catch up for a while i guess OOPS ANGEL IM SO SORRY FOR MAKING YOU WAIT ): but paid a visit to the store before going home!

and then i guess the most vdayish thing i did was at night!

candlelit dinner, awesome food and with the ppl i love!

HAHA jealous? guess who my company was!

at this point you'll prob go DIAO -.- but hoho i think it was one of the best days ever in a long time which totally made us SO HAPPY (: despite whatever respective shitz we all felt before this!

(: (: (: I LOVE YOU ANGEL AND KAREN!!!!

then it was sparklers time to help karen rid her fear (: and we succeeded!

in case you were wondering how come suddenly got four it's cos we invited my handsome brother to play with us HAHA

OMG I'M TOO HAPPY FOR WORDS i think i'll just end here la (: (: I LOVE YOU TWO A LOT A LOT A LOT MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY (: and i'm sure you all know that already (:

once again HAPPY VDAY EVERYONE!!!!! (: even though i alternate between moments of shittiness because it's that time of the month i think i'll smile myself to sleep tonight (: (:

2009-02-13T11:00:00.001-08:00

haha i wanted to just type fuck you, but then i think it'll give friends the wrong idea and cause unnecessary worry.

i am good but i'll say it anyway haha.

2009-02-11T07:11:00.000-08:00

from training last thurs! which was prob the last one when so many of us would come cos this week everyone's working more etc.

sunday was work, flea market with melanie, her friend and her friend's friend haha (:

and then some 8course family dinner at mandarin hotel.

haha monday was various mishmash before exciting mahjong sleepover at night where we totally didnt sleep at all but yay i love bnjs cathay (: (: and everyone there (:

but they forced me to watch the first horror movie of my life which was ju-on and it was so horrible even though i covered my eyes half the time and we were all trying our best not to scream at all so as not to wake eelin's parents. before doing other random things and then leaving at 6plus to meet karen at 715 at clementi mrt and taking a long journey back to the east to send derel off!

before gay camwhoring in the empty mrt carriage haha the last three shots are so funny (:

then after that went home to catch a wink of sleep literally (only two hours) before going to work again and i had to look fugly in specs cos i didnt dare to try and put contacts in my eyes haha!

met rach for dinner where i thought i would die of exhaustion but i surprisingly didnt and had quite a nice long dinner instead (:

yay i love monthly/two-monthly meetups like that (:

anddddd i'm now addicted to this song after hearing it on mabel's playlist like a gazillion times at cathay!

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is a maze and love is a riddle

I don't know where to go

I can't do it alone(I've tried)

and I don't know why

I WANT TO KBOXXXX ):

2009-02-08T08:15:00.000-08:00

watched bride wars on friday with angel and pris and it was such a feel good movie, and being the sentimental girls we are we all teared at the ending haha!

but it made me quite happy, and the soundtrack is awesomeeee

Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there’s so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy

(: (:

work's been awesome (: even despite the various fiascos such as no water day or the conked up POS which started spewing receipts today and stuff. and the ppl are really awesome(:

2009-02-05T07:26:00.000-08:00

>: (

i dont really know why i'm feeling so zzz today (tonight)

maybe it's because i'm angry with my mum about the usual thing again

maybe it's because i'm not making enough money to shop

maybe it's because baby poured my contact lenses out of the case this morning onto the table and let them dry and re-filled my case with water instead

maybe it's because i just realised i haven't done exciting things in some time

ahh but i think i actually know the real reason ):

2009-02-03T08:58:00.000-08:00

haha we were just talking about mixed kids:

karen! says:
we should all do the world a favour and marry angmohs

yijun! says:
HAHAHAHAHA yes we should

yijun! says:
haha

karen! says:
we need to populate the world with pretty babies (:

yijun! says:
haha hopefully our babies will be pretty no matter what ahaha

karen! says:
hahahahhahaha

karen! says:
given how picky youare, definitely!!!

HAHA

2009-02-03T07:03:00.000-08:00

okay the week has been very busy i can't even rmb what i did la but it was work on friday sunday and monday! and touch on thursday saturday and tuesday or something like that haha!

went back for training/ trials on thurs but the fun was after that!

when we headed down to newton food centre for team dinner!
and ate yummy hawker food LALAS ARE THE LOVEE but not enought ppl wanted to eat gonggongs so we didnt order them ):
one of the many continuous shots which were awesome fun because ppl would shout actions just 2 seconds before the shutter clicked and so everything was spontaneous the full range is on facebook!

we made so much noise that derel and khai who were sitting at least 20metres away could hear us, and the tables around us laughed at us, and hawkers kept going to peer at my camera situated like 3 metres away to watch it capture every shot or something haha

but it was awesome fun touch is the best (: (:

friday was first day at work which is funnn but mega tiring, reached home close to two woah -.-

saturday had open house party! waited for my only friend hilary to come HAHA before the cousin came as well and babysitted, played mahjong and sat around eating and talking as usual (:

neighbour i babysitted so cuteee right! she kind of reminds me of aj! the hair hahaha!

sunday work again and bong's birthday party!!! great fun seeing touchruggers again i dont think i'll ever get bored no matter how often i see them cos we are all retarded as usual! played OLD MAID and laughed at lousy angel HAHAHA who's old maid just wouldn't get taken by lucky karen and then went home with karen after that since the two of us live the furthest away we had a whole long train ride which was nice (:

and went for training again today where we are getting a bit less unfit but still far from fit nevertheless !

but actually i still feel like there are so many things i want to do! i wanna play more touch, earn more money but also do other things like go for classes and doing volunteer work but i guess i have to wait for driving to finish first it's really sucking time and money sigh haha

okay thats the end im going back to reading chicklit (cos i need something brainless) or watching hk dramas and msn chatting byeeee!

2009-02-02T09:08:00.000-08:00

i am super shagged but my hair is still wet and i can't sleep.

i think my arm will ache for the next few days it's already a pain to type this and chat on msn haha.

scooping ice cream is no joke. and it doesn't help that ice cream today was E.X.T.R.A. H.A.R.D.

haha whatever this post doesnt even make sense im just waiting for my hair to dry.

i'll do my weekly post when/if i finally have the time byee

happy niu year!

2009-01-28T06:12:00.000-08:00

yay cny (: which is always awesome because of new clothes, red packets and yummy cny goodies and good food :D

eve! was reunion dinner as usual, and before that last minute shopping with the cousin at parkway haha. and after dinner the kids very independently headed out to coffee club for desserts (:

BO-GEH baby :D

cousin!!

us attempting a baby grin haha omg the hole that was once his tooth is really quite funny!

yay ((:

went to some temple at night, but then the night didn't end there it only started :D

because when i was out i received an sms from nattay that said YIJUN WASSUP NOW and hahahahahhaa i sort of guessed what she was up to, and half an hour later the two of us ended up at chinatown! :D

hoho squeezing amidst the gross crowd and braving the rain!

trudging through stalls of ONE DOLLAR ONE DOLLAR and great cny bargains (:

waiting for firecrackers!

WOOHOO our first time ever leh so exciting!!!

and the unexpected fireworks made it all the more awesome (: (:

haha then after countdown we went to sit at some random coffeeshop to drink tehpeng and catch up, which was pretty awesome but definitely not enough but YAY havent said this in ages BECAUSE WE HAVEN'T BEEN OUT >: ( but I LOVE YOU NATTAY (: (: (: and i know this will make you very happy (: haha but you're awesome! and cny eve really made me very happy because i love doing random spontaneous shit with you, being a sucker for all those festivities and of course our romantic walk under the umbrella amidst the drizzle that we ended our night with :D

i think my abysmal memory has proven that i may forget random details of extremely fun events with time, but i doubt i'll ever forget that feeling i felt when i experienced all of that (:

and newyear this year was busy busy busy with lots of visiting!

brothers (: (:

then second day was some family friend's party before going visiting with angel oli shiya val karen pris!

went to angel's house first, where her parents once again brandished out bottles of alcohol and proceeded to offer us an assortment of vodka brandy wine and hard liquor HAHA before we ate stuff her very cool mother baked and played her resident house game "dining table ping pong" HAHA

then went to oli's house! and played monopoly which got so heated and violent because of YAYA THE TYRANT HAHA and then ate prata from the prata man! before playing cranium and very fondly recalling certain memories of CREATIVE CAT last year haha!

YAY (: (: what an awesome cny (:

2009-01-24T04:35:00.000-08:00

haha it's the first time in a long long time i am online with nothing to do, toldya i now have a void in my life without moonlight resonance ): and i'm bored to death.

i could pack my room, but it's such a boring thing to do i have no motivation to start

i could read a book but i know i'll have no time to finish it there's no point

i should actually develop photos and continue on my scrapbook thingy to fill up the walls of my room haha.

and i want to make cards but no one's birthday is coming up (i think :/ haha) or doesn't seem like i need to make them for anyone

i could watch vcds but i got bored of it

and i actually have an urge to talk to you and pick up the phone to call you or something but i don't know what to say and i don't have the guts to haha

okay oops i didnt come online to blog about that haha i actually had something else in mind but it seems quite meaningless to say it after this entirely boring and meaningless post i shall go off and pack my clothes cupboard or something sigh haha

2009-01-22T06:07:00.000-08:00

gosh oops the past week was too crazy so i didnt have time to blog! but basically it consisted of:

1. lack of sleep
2. going out
3. hk dramas ftw
4. a bit of touch
5. bnjs trainings!
6. BEING SICK ):

okay so on friday i was actually really quite sick i was a coughing monster ): but i had to drag myself out of bed to go for driving! was my first lesson and my instructor actually said i was very good hehe :D

then met sabrina to eat katong laksa before going home, watching more moonlight resonance and off for dinner with kelly (:

i really love you girlfriend (: and yes we do need more photos together!

saturday! continuation of my sick day but had to wake up (once again) to give tuition ): ): but my mummy didnt allow me to go for social touch cos i was sick but she's so strange cos in the afn she let me play tennis with daddy and baby. but actually after a while i was really sick and dying so i didnt play and just watched baby HAHA it's so funny watching him (:

hehe (: (:

then after that had to rush to michy's house for the semi-414 gathering, and played balderdash which was good fun as usual haha

sunday! went to jiaks house haha it was so awesome :D we just played the wii the entire day cos once again our tennis plans failed so we just slothed around haha and there was this game where we were surgeons and had to operate on patients hahaha it's quite exciting :D :D

then after that for dinner her mum brought us to thai village where we had this totally extravagant dinner consisting of abalone rice, sharks fin, crab vermicelli, fish, chicken and haha coconuts! then walked back to her house to play more wii, watch hk dramas and talk more aiyoh i think i went home like at close to eleven haha. such a nice happy day yayyy(: then after that at night had some phonecall with angel which was totally the cause for me oversleeping the next day haha but what to do we didnt see each other last week ): haha

monday! sigh was forced to wake up early AGAIN for bnjs training! then after that watched australia with melanie and she sleptover that night yay cousin (: (:

tuesday! bnjs training again before i met angel at j8 where that stupid woman was VERY LATE AGAIN >: ( so she had to treat me to random snacks in the basement haha. and we finally got to meet after godknowshowlongggg haha then went for training where we were like slow unfit blobs in comparison to our totally fit and tan juniors but training is always fun (:

wednesday! omg headacheee day! haha had bnjs again first then had to rush off and cab to ubi for driving lesson, before rushing to auntie faith's to give tuition, and rushing AGAIN to meet karen for dinner. which was good as usual (: (: and she tried to make me eat this ginger moo thing Oo but i didnt like it at all haha yucks gingerrrrr. but when i reached home at close to midnight i think i was all ready to collapse and die.

so yes, after three days of b&js training..

here we are! the ppl were really quite awesome though (: and im really happy i got cathay!!! omggg poor melanie who got united square ): haha i dont know when i'll start work though BUT WHEN I START EVERYONE COME VISIT MEEE (:

and over the 3 days we kept eating what we made so now im a bit sick of b&js ice cream alr cos its so thick HAHA but yay we get to wear shorts to work :D :D :D

and this is the first sundae we made!

today! had some driving stuff in the morning before i met val at j8 then we went ri for lunch HAHA and then bumped into my brother in ri (okay not really bumped into i called him haha) before going for training with angel and yaya and we were better than tuesday hoho more fit :D :D

AND haha i'm finally done with ka ho yuet yuen! haha or moonlight resonance rather its such a nice show. now im going to feel a bit like there's this void in my life i need a new drama soon HAHA

and this week has totally set my sleeping cycle back to normal i get so tired i sleep before midnight half the time haha (:

(oops my third 'and') ANDDD life is goooddddd (: not absolutely i guess but awesome enoughh(:

2009-01-14T06:31:00.000-08:00

okay haha week's not over but i shall blog before i forget, and i don't think i wanna forget a single bit of cousinz sleepover (: [and this is the 3rd time i'm editing this alr, melanie keeps pointing out stuff i missed out haha]

saturday was spent at auntie faith's in the morning, before going to sajc for social touch. which was fun, and shall be my weekly exercise from henceforth. playing again with pris and angel was fun even though everyone else was so pro it made us a bit scared haha! but fun seeing them again i guess (: after that hung around camwhoring before pris left and angel and i went to bathe, before heading to the 99cents sushi place at cathay to try it, which is not bad, quite worth 99cents HAHA but nothing more. was too tired to go for 414 gathering so just went home.

sunday was recuperating day, where i slept 3/4 of the day away and cleaned up a bit of my room

monday was spent doing some mundane stuff and watching a lot of tv, i finished "the four" over saturday sunday and monday :D

then tues! where the fun for the week began again (: (:

met hab for lunch, and the surprised her with class girls! big success cos she was supposed to meet me only then suddenly everyone else came in with cake and balloons woohoo (: nice seeing class girls again we should have this more often. i miss everyone without school ): ): ): ):

yay!

after that went home first before heading to koukou's house! with an awesome homecooked dinner of lalas and gonggongs (inside joke haha) which make you go blur after eating them, and laughing at how the whole world has found out about my disgusting brother through facebook HAHAHAA and melanie's xin tian di alias, flower blossom kang, rj and mj, ARM FAT BUSTING EXERCISES, blogs and whatnot, but i think it was such awesome fun im always really grateful to have cousins like that! cherie che che who's six years older but still hangs out with us like there's no age gap at all :D and melanie who's seen me through almost everything in life and vice versa.

after dinner, we were totally stuffed, but rested barely half an hour before making our way to haagen daaz for desserts. laughed at our own retardedness, the discovery that they actually had an item on the menu called FLOWER BLOSSOM haha and talking just about everything under the sun. headed back around elevenplus when we were trying to look for melanie's name on some blog HAHA before we started baking!

hehe we cheated with everything instant- instant cookie mix and readymade icing hahaand hell lot of chocolate chips
putting the stuff in the over, and what do we do while waiting for everything to bake, but ...

CAMWHORE!

with amazing props conjured up from the kitchen haha

okay the rest are on facebook, if i put up everything you'll be sick of our faces haha

icing that squeezes out like poo!

our assortment of cookies (: with attempts-at-mrs-fields-creations, smiley faces and the works

and then at two am, after accomplishing out task of baking, we decided to head out for macs! TWISTER FRIES FTW!

and on the way back, alert us spotted...

a sleeping security guard tsk! the safety of us that night lay in his hands what a failure. and when i wound down the window to take this shot, he was actually snoring!!!!!!!!

and then we spotted this adorable scooter, and proceeded to mount it to take photos :D

twister fries ftw (:

and in the second series, melanie was cheating and eating every shot >: (

okay after that we finally tired ourselves out enough to sleep at around 3 plus.

next morning! more homecooked meals, but this time the three of us qing1 zi4 xia4 chu2!!

me cleaning squid for the first time in my life haha after and before!

fanned out pasta!

frying (:
more frying(:
spaghetti all ready!

and us posing with our homemade goodness (: melanie's such a pig hehe :D

then after polishing up lunch was time to do the dishes (again something i hardly ever do haha) before going back to cherie che che's room to upload facebook photos and laugh at everything all over again. and then oops i fell asleep while they went to eat stinky durian haha! i'm really glad we got to do this before cherie che che flew back to perth again ): love you all so so so so so much (: (: (:

today! GOT A JOB (: finally no longer an unemployed scum of the earth, and i'm really very excited about it, cos i'm hopefully going to be working with melanie, her nice friends and fifi! we're going to be bnj scooper girls (: (: (: met some of mel's friends, who are really nice and finally put a name/face to all the stories she tells me about haha!

okay back to moonlight resonance time :D :D

! i developed my last round of oktomat and fisheye photos they're REALLY AWESOME (: looking at them makes me smile like crazy

@ i miss a lot of ppl ): i hate seeing ppl only once a week or sometimes much less than that. never thought this would happen, but now when everyone's busy with leading a new life after sch everything seems to be getting so hard

# (: (: (:

2009-01-11T10:06:00.000-08:00

hahahha omg i think i laughed quite a bit tonight, first at my own clever pun about an ARMY of boys :D :D

and then at angel's equally clever pun of love letters HAHAHAHA (:(: at least that woman has finally gotten her laptop back at night i miss talking on msn! smses/ calls/ meet ups can't been online funniness haha retarded jokes ftw :D

2009-01-09T06:36:00.000-08:00

time for weekly update again! sunday was sentosa with bw ogls woohoo (: cos after complaining about how we kept going sentosa for orientation but never actually explored the place, we decided to make a trip down there for pure fun purposes (:

so with sheng's uber cool UVray colour changing frisbee, my gilbert, and stuart's radio and ground sheet, we headed down to sentosa for a day of fun and sun :D

girls in the train! (which we later found out the voicing of which is done by stuart's mum!!!! how cool is that so we kept trying to listening out for it)

shun and i celebrating our one year good friend annvy at the spot where we became fast friends (: actually before this was a whole lot of saga, buying bikini tops cos we didnt bring change of clothes, frolicking in the water, sitting around eating, burying augie, building sandcastles and playing beach touch etc, but photos are with weiyuan on facebook!

YAY (:

probably the best time of the night, when we sat on the tram and blasted stuart's radio singing around the island :D and we weren't being inconsiderate okay, we were the only ones on the tram!

camwhoring around the island (: woohoo ultimate fun :D :D

and on monday! went to ps cafe with kaleni for lunch, and it was pretty awesome catching up again since he's back from the US for a while, meeting and talking instead of through emails. food was not bad, desserts were even better and we ate so much i couldnt eat anything else until past midnight when i got hungry at princess's house and we ordered fries from macs haha!

yay ogl, humanz snr, angel and awesome friend (:

and then met 2a2b at kbox, and they celebrated my bday with all things hsm! haha the performance was hilarious, what with princess trying but not knowing the tune to "can i have this dance" and me totally spotting them missing out a verse cos they all didnt know how to sing it properly, but the best part was probably us getting high and holding hands singing we're all in this together, because that's what we are.

we're not the same,

we're different in a good way,

together's where we belonggggg (: (: (: (: (:

haha part of princess and bob's rendition of "can i have this dance"
yay bday cake (:
MEGALOVESS
and then after that we went to princess's house and watch stuff, talked, played wii, slept woke up at one plus, played more wii MARIOKART hahaaa totally awesome where our aim was to get out of the last four places HAHA and sang a bit of karaoke and exchanged souvenirs! look at the cool specs bob got us from taiwan :D YAY love you all so much can't wait for our next outing haha we should have another bbq i just rmbed the bbq at the end of sec 4 at my house, ah such nice memories (:

after that went home and bathed, then met cherie for dinner (: and talked and talked which was nice. ah in a while i'll be like that too probably, overseas and missing friends ):

wed! my first job which was fun cos the ppl i'm working with are nice, and im not being an unemployed scum of the earth anymore :D :D

thurs was touch chalet!

I LOVE TOUCH, enough said (:

and our songs for the coaches were so touching, i think the khai song's chorus is damn nice omg can cry one leh!

(to the tone of tonghua's chorus):

we will miss you

when you're gone

when you're both in australia

all the good times, we have shared rain or shine

you've been the best coaches we could ever ask for all these times

promise us, never forget us

cos we will never forget you

ahh and derel's note is damn nice also i'll really miss them ): ):

and it was fun seeing everyone again, with min's disgustingness HAHAHA and everyone's retardedness :D yayyy

today! went to j8 to meet er, a few of my oglings haha!

but before that, BABY IN PRIMARY ONE HOHO

and we went to botak jones and they gave me the stuff they did for my birthday, which is pretty awesome (even though the cookies are barely edible haha)

and my balloon which flew away on the way home ):

then met macey at j8, before meeting karen at city hall where we made our way to ecp to blade hoho (:

HIGH SOCKS FTW!

we were damn suckz at first, but after a while we got really not bad :D so we bladed to the food centre to eat dinner and then back again

then walked back to siglap!

so yes that's the end of my week :D tiringggggg

LAMFENG SHOW TIME :D

i miss so many ppl ): ): ): no school sucks

the key to happiness is to not expect (:

2009-01-06T08:00:00.000-08:00

okay i know i said earlier that i wanted to blog in absolute detail so i would remember every single moment of this magical night, but i think now i'm feeling like i have no more energy, and that life goes on and there are many more pictures to upload and many new things to blog about.

so i'm not going to recount the details of what we did, because i think i don't need a written record to remember that magical feeling of that night, but the least i can do is devote one post to it (: and the 500th one on my blog at that haha.

so the night was a mishmash of:

from left to right: grinning like an idiot, laughing insanely, posing for photos, huhwassup moments, rofl moments and times where things never went according to plan and left us confused haha.

then there was the VEHICLE PASS that saved the day, after hitch-hiking in cars with this woman who spoke hokkien who was showing a nigerian around/ a lorry

laughing at auyong whose face absorbed all the flash HAHA

squeezing like mad into the hitch-hiked vehicle fireworks which were breathtaking that left us in awe as we stood watching after counting down

us with our saviour from ISTANBUL INTERNATIONAL

(part of the) camwhoring moments (which will never see the light of facebook now that daryl's off to tekong after sending only about half the photos)
SAY CHEESE TO 2009

and the PASS THE HAT FIASCO. haha where angel awed us with her origami skills but then left us laughing like crap as the hat began to fall apart as it passed down the row.

so i'm sorry if you expected an exciting recount and this isn't it, but hope the photos made up for everything (:

2009-01-04T10:31:00.000-08:00

haha i dont know why everyday can't seem to get more awesome, but every night can't seem to get worse?

it's just a very general zzzzzz feeling haha

!it's not possible for me not to care
@haha why do i waste my time caring about people i shouldnt be bothered about!
#but i guess the saving grace is that i can safely say i never lose faith in caring about people who i should care about (:

2009-01-03T09:32:00.000-08:00

okay update about the week thus far!

monday! met jolyn and probably updated her about everything happening on EARTH since school ended haha. and we went to this starbucks under the bridge which is really cool, and did what we set out to do- write our wishes on the wishing ball, even though the wishing stations technically were supposed to be closed alr!

2a2b (:

yay!

TUES:

(needed a bit of help from angel trying to recall this) WENT KBOX WITH SAN GEN CAO woohoo kbox is the best :D and it was much fun as usual, since we had cherylw the pro singer and all of us who fangirl :D before going for guides footdrill prac and then going home to sleep cos i was too tired alr HAHA omg im such a pig

WED: the awesome countdown that will get an entry of its own once i feel up to sitting down and recounting every single bit of it

THURS: met the cousin to er eat and talk? haha (:

FRIDAY: woke up at three to macey's call before dragging myself out of bed to get some exercise and play tennis with her, then went for jess's party, and got home past midnight zzz (i dont like getting home late) and was on the phone with stupid angel until my phone batt died at FIVE THIRTY AM and we were actually both so high and happy and awake to sleep.

AND. for the record, angel's father confiscates her laptop every night when he goes to sleep, in an attempt to make her sleep earlier. but guess what? it's totally not working. because out of the five nights this week, we ended up on the phone on monday tuesday (wednesday we counted down together) and friday. AWESOME RIGHT -.- cos we either have stupid crises or a gazillion things to talk about or something. can't believe it la, and for the record, each phone call ends up lasting at least 2 hours and last night's was the best, was 3 hours plus -.-

ANGEL GET YOUR COM BACK AT NIGHT SOON BEFORE WE BOTH DIE OF RADIATION OR SOMETHING.

today! was class lunch and pooling, quite nice seeing everyone after such a long time! then went home with hab, and it was quite a nice long bus ride spent catching up (: yay pizza hut date next next week! (:

before watching tuxedo with baby and then falling asleep on the sofa before karen called and said: HELLO YIJUN WE'RE OUTSIDE YOUR HOUSE, BOUGHT YOU CHEESECAKE!

so i opened the door and there was jarrod and her who brought cheesecake from the cheesecake cafe outside (which wasnt even yummy at all, lousy place) and then we ended up talking talking until ten plus almost eleven? before they went off and i went to my aunt's place with my family and cousins to watch some tennis match on cable.

OKAY i am bored of my own life even i shall end here. no photos, no fun! i dont even think anyone bothered reading to the end HAHA

SENTOSA TMR!

2009-01-01T09:04:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Yet another year has gone by, and it’s time for the mandatory year end reflections (oops even though it’s 1st jan 2009 already and by the time i finish it’ll probably 2nd jan)

I guess this year was probably a lot less emotionally charged than last year, with whatever ups and downs mostly resting on the residue of last year’s events. It’s much less of a milestone than last year, because there wasn’t much of a big transition as from secondary school to jc, and the continuous studying throughout the year probably explains the much smaller magnitude of everything, but definitely not the fun (:

Because towards the end of the year, I think I slowly learnt to live and let live, take things as they come, and not let the shitz get me down. And i think just like that, i didn’t allow the unpleasant memories to obscure the joy and the awesomeness of everything else. so despite all the times i've probably said JC SUCKS BOYS SUCK LIFE SUCKS, i think in time to come i'll only remember the retarded fun, the love, the laughter and the friendships that will last maybe not forever but definitely for a long time more.

It’s really hard to believe that jc’s over just like that, but i must say it’s probably been the most eventful two years of my life. It put many things in perspective for me, but i think i still stand strongly by one thing that i said last year - FRIENDS FTW (:

Looking back at my very long yearend entry at the end of 2007, i don’t think i have the energy to write that long a post, but one thing i’m really glad for, is that all the people i listed last year still remain as important to me as ever. And the list grows this year.

TOUCH- for the wonderful friendships that keep me going most of the time

WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT ANY ONE OF YOU.

2A2B- TOO AWESOME TOO BEAUTIFUL HAHAHAHHAA sums it all up (: i think we've withstood the test of time and we can probably all safely say our AWESOME and BEAUTIFUL friendship will last till when we're all mothers and trying to pair up our handsome boys and pretty daughters and when we open our stalls in a hub together (:

CLASS- even though this photo is ancient it reminds me of all the nice times and retarded fun that i'll probably miss unknowingly, like the jasper moments, pok's weird outbursts, daryl's very accurate imitations, TOILET TRIPS haha etc.

esp class girls (: even though jolyn is perpetually not in sch, as reflected by this photo.

bw ogls because they're probably the best thing i got from orientation, and unexpected at that because late last year i probably couldnt imagine that i would feel remotely happy during orientation haha

and here's when my favourite cambridge photo just has to make its cameo again HAHA because cambridge never fails to remind me of all things happy (:

THE COUSIN, MUCH LOVE
pok and nicole (:

KELLY ILY GIRLFRIEND (:

lina for the gazillion years and counting, study buddy haha. i will miss the trips opposite more than anything else!

NATTAY THE MOST AWESOME JUNIOR EVERRRR :D

Next year will definitely be different, what without school and everything, giving us less excuses to see each other. But i guess it’s also when you know who truly means what to you, and i have quite a bit of confidence i’ll still get to see (almost) all of the people above(:

Oh dear i think i’m really feeling a lot less contemplative this year, because i’ve realised the key is to stop thinking so much, and just to live life happily, because whatever will be will be. and no need to think so much la, because unlike the boys, we don't have to go to the army so life ahead seems pretty much like it's going to be an extension of life now.

So i’ll end it with this- this year was probably mostly a year of balances.

because our memory is a wonderful mechanism that allows us to magnify the good and forget the bad, and that's how we manage to get through things

because the people who make you incredibly sad are also the ones who have the capacity to make you tremendously happy

because of the human capacity to hope (:

and i think besides all the fun and craziness of yesterday that made it so awesome, what makes it even more magical, is that it seemed like such a fitting end of 2008, and of jc too.

(will have to make do with this photo i had to kope from daryl's blog, since sharing folders hasnt uploaded everything yet. for better effect, this should actually be the photo with our VEHICLE PASS savior hahaha)

That we’ll find a way out, and everything will turn out ~~all right~~ awesome and magical in the end :D

2008-12-31T12:23:00.001-08:00

omg tonight was damn awesome hahaa despite the million hiccups along the way. looking at the photos just now just made me laugh damn a lot, what with the crumbling paper hat and stuffs.

YAY WELCOME 2009 (:

2008-12-30T23:19:00.000-08:00

HAHA this is really retarded. my brother is in the room next to mine, and he's talking to me on msn about his doomed romance. HAHA because we have to keep such discussions silent, if not my mum will find out, just like how she found this necklace at the bottom of his drawer, WHICH HE CLAIMED WAS FOR ME >: (

hahaha and im really sleepy now despite waking up at 12 and going out for lunch haha.

and somewhat a bit annoyed haha

2008-12-27T08:33:00.000-08:00

this week's blog post! pretty awesome week actually (:

on monday, met with val to watch twilight and catch up which was fun (: twilight was good, but not super like WOAHHH because i didn't think robert pattinson looked all that great until the later parts where he like flew around with bella haha. VAL PHOTO PLEASE. haha!

(btw angel thinks we dont look very nice in this photo and the model in the background looks much nicer. can't deny that but ohwells haha)

TUESDAY woohoo was another movie with dear angel! haha the movie was at like 3.35, and we were supposed to meet at 2.30, but in usual fashion we were both late and promptly reached somerset at 3.34 HAHA. me because i was signing up for driving, and her cos she was making my bday thing HAHA. so yes, we obviously missed the earlier movie, so we bought tickets for the later 5.40 movie before heading to fareast for half price waffles (: where she gave me my bday thing, and this particular photo just made me like die laughing it's so embarrassing omg stupid angel. but everytime i look at the storybook (entitled "ANGEL AND THE LOVE OF HER LIFE, YIJUN") i keep laughing like an idiot to myself haha but ANGEL I LOVE YOU A LOT A LOT A LOT (: you are awesomeezzz haha. so we watched angus thongs and perfect snogging, and aaron johnson is SMOKING HOT. way better than robert pattinson. even her rejects are pretty cute, how come we dont have such handsome boys in sch ): and i remember there was just this certain point during the movie, when georgia said something, and angel and i turned to each other and nodded profusely hahahaha!

then walked around after the movie, and ended up talking outside taka for some time, before rushing home to watch our 9pm show HAHA

wed! was supposed to bake with karen but in the end her mum had to cook so cannot bake ): so we went to chinatown instead! and ate at some hawker centre. the lousy supposedly famous prawn mee isn't even that nice lor ):

us and the so called famous prawn mee

and then, what's chinatown without A MASSAGE HOHOHO. but then we realised i was wearing the wrong shoes (inside joke) and after karen laughing at me for nearly a whole five minutes we decided to go for a shoulder massage instead haha!
KAREN THE POSTER GIRL (:

us and our christmassy outfits (: karen wants me to point out that she's wearing a GREEN necklace haha!

then after that had to go for some family friend's party, but managed to escape like a hour later to go to lina's house for her xmas party instead. sang some carols, before jolyn her and i escaped to her room for our movie marathon!

now you see it...
now you dont! haha

watched anastasia and mulan and sang along with gusto HAHA, and then lina's family brought me to church the next morning, before we went back to her house to watch she's the man and LOVE ACTUALLY, which is the mandatory christmas movie i guess.

(and at christmas you tell the truth)

love actually, is all around

boxing day! woke up at 3, before macey called me out to play tennis, so played with jarrod against her and her friend and we won 6-0 hohoho (:

then went out to city hall to meet rach(: and we had a nice time at out of the pan catching up, since the last time we really talked was during the very memorable train ride in india haha

yummy out of the pan wafflesssss

and today! was another tennis date hahaha. was supposed to have a rematch with the kangs vs. the tans haha but walter was there, so i partnered him instead and played my brother and jarrod. omg damn freaking tiring haha cos it was such a close game, so many deuces and in the end walter and i won YAY 7-6 (7-5) DAMN CLOSE! haha and angel thinks i'm good cos my team always seems to win HAHA but maybe i just have good partners hahahaa. then after that walter left and we continued playing, before having dinner and dessert yumz.
HAHA this is really quite a retarded photo but (: WE ARE COOL :D

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

move along move along just to make it through, move along

2008-12-26T08:37:00.000-08:00

3 things:

hot and cold
elastic band theory
life goes on

2008-12-25T09:08:00.000-08:00

aiyoh why is no one that i need to talk to online now! ):

and sms replies aren't fast enough >: (

OKAY YAY i have the most awesome friends ever (:

2008-12-23T07:07:00.000-08:00

BIRTHDAY POST!

haha okay shoutouts first, to summarize the past 1.5 weeks (:

1. thanks karen angel oli shiya val fifi bong for the night before my bday at dempsey, the dinner treat at HOUSE and for the really adorable underwear

2. to the brothers for the really er artistic (?) attempt at a birthday card haha (:

3. NO THANKS to baby for eating up 1/3 of my cake (see pic above) but thanks to daddy for RECREATING the cake haha

4. thanks sabrina lina rach anna gaygan pok nicole michy shoo for the surprise (sort of haha) on the 14th and dinner treat at whisk, esp sabrina and lina for organising it

5. pok and nicole for the cool bracelet and nice box, and pok for the BALLOON WOOHOO, gaygan and anna for the calendar, waterbottle and glittery thingum

6. macey for the very thoughtful moisturizer haha and old kallang airport hawker centre bday treat (:

7. princess and jiaks for calculating time diff from US and UK to wish me at 12 plus (:

8. bw ogls for the birthday surprise (which i kind of ruined hehe), sabrina and sheng for sweets and bodyshop stuff, augie and shun for the bunch of cute stuff, and augie for the limited edition pink chocolates from hokkaido (:

9. karen for the birthday photo collage, ANGEL FOR THE AWESOME STORYBOOK OF OUR ER ROMANCE HAHAHAA that made me laugh a million times over and everyone else who gave me cards, smsed, msn-ed, facebooked or celebrated with me throughout the week (:

OKAY. starts now.touched down on 13th morning and slacked away, before going out at night to meet some touchruggers. karen was being all secretive and wouldn't tell me where we were going, but in the end told me to meet at orchard cos we were cabbing to dempsey! haha they booked this place called house, which is really huge and the food's not bad but quite ex! haha but the highlight of the night was prob the 1 metre long sausage, served in a one metre long metal tray, which was my birthday sausage haha! but it was awesome seeing everyone after so long, and they er bought me really cute underwear and treated me to dinner haha! and then went b&js later where i treated them cos felt bad from being treated for dinner haha! but yay thanks karen, angel, val, oli, shiya, bong, fifi! (: it started making me feel really happy about birthday!
karen the planner to make up for being in IPOH on my bday (: (:
birthday sausage!

dinner= squid ink paella yumss

yayy (:

the customary toilet shot!

look at oli and the cardboard woman!

b&js afterwards

14th! actual bday, as usual woke up very late. haha but THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR WISHES, advanced, punctual and belated, sms, msn, outings or facebook.

i think birthdays just make you feel really quite happy and loved! anyway spent the afternoon watching video from greece, which was really hilarious, before cutting cake with the family! then going out for dinner with sec1-4 classmates, THANK YOU SABRINA AND LINA for planning it (: (: haha it was a mini rg gathering but really fun nonetheless! had dinner at whisk and drinks at balcony (where pok + waiter= FUNNYY) haha! and had a nice time just catching up with a lot of ppl we havent seen in ages (okay not very applicable to everyone) but yay got balloon from pokkers! my cinderella in carriage one (:

familyyyy

dinner at whisk!

drinks haha rather funny story (:

yay pok the giver of birthday balloons (: loveee

balloon!

went out with the cousin first in the afternoon on monday to shop, before going to orchard later on for dinner. went wheelock and tried the new pasta place that replaced sakae (but is still run by sakae!) which was yummy and nice except for the embarrassment at the cashier haha

tues! went to sch cos was supposed to go for training, but training was cancelled and no one told us! so toffa and angel and i were stranded ): but nice ali and enghow lent us their racquets for a while so we played tennis for a while instead. before toffa went home and angel and i went to macs to catch up YAYY (: after a whole week of being in greece

wed! went out shopping with family in the afn before going for birthday family dinner which was yums(:

thurs! OMG EXCITING! jiaks and i finally had our long awaited date to check out the hsm merchandise at taka. and we were so excited about everything, from the karaoke set to the ddr set, to curtains which play music when you walk through them, that aunties, kids and the salesgirl all laughed at us ): but we bought quite a lot of stuff yay (:

ate at toast twice haha once for lunch and once for tea, before going to her house, where we were SUPPOSED to play tennis. but we got distracted by her sister's friend's ADORABLE kid so we ended up playing with him and played only 15 minutes of tennis heh

but it was really such fun! (: (: loveyou jiaks (:

haha her new fringe!

YES OUR MATCHING CD LOCKERS HOHOHO

after that, met the bw ogls for dinner at cafe iguana, and below is our MACHO MARGARITA haha it's a huge glass! and the table next to us gave us a free jug cos they bought too much i think so yay free drinks (: the food was really yummy btw!

and haha they bought cake for me, but i er kinda ruined the surprise by going: EH YOU WENT TO NECTARIE? what did you buy!, to which sabrina replied : IT'S A CAKE FOR YOU -.- haha but yay thanks anyway (: think you all must have been the best outcome of orientation this year(:

clarke quay!

friday was slack at home day, met cherylw on saturday. i think i love birthdays and holidays for the sole reason that you get an excuse to meet up with everyone again, even if you haven't seen them in like, a year? and yet when we meet and talk, we can pick up so easily from where we left off, as if no time had passed at all!

yayyy six years and counting!(:

sunday! my brother and i played tennis with macey and jarrod, and it was really fun! i think my brother is really quite good now, cos we won HAHA and then after that the brothers had to leave, so macey brought me to old kallang airport food centre for my bday treat (: yummy hawker food ftw!

YAY(:

and i realised the photo of angel and i doesn't belong here, it'll be in the next post HAHA when i blog about this week's happenings! it's been awesome, and my originally very gross christmas is turning out to be pretty awesome after all! (:

2008-12-22T07:51:00.000-08:00

haha im such a lousy blogger i bet no one is interested in my blog since i havent even blogged about birthday or uploaded any photos at all ><

BUT i will soon! after i go to karen's house on wednesday to get the photos :D

AND i am totally not looking forward to christmas eve and christmas dinners ): but there's prob no one to go out with since everyone spends it with family! i'd rather stay home and watch love actually than go for boring parties where it either adults or kids my brothers age boo >: (

2008-12-15T07:57:00.000-08:00

omg this is really going to be a quite long post, but it'll mostly be photos i guess

DAY 1: airport!

YAYYY (: t3!

us again (: awesome brothers (: and everyone has been saying my older younger brother is quite handsome even though i keep telling him his hair v. ugly haha

okay i just had to put this. baby took it and we all look hideouzzzzz but hahaa damn funny!

favourite boy (: with daddy!

DAY 2:

first brush with GREEK GODS haha

yummy greek food (but not so yummy when its all you have for all the time there haha)

went to the temple of poseidon, which supposedly has a very nice sunset!

heeehee baby (:

nice sunset right (:

DAY 3:

taking the ferry to aegina island (:

BABYYYYY

yay us again!

(: nice island!
and we went around in this!

... NOT haha we drove in this car, and believe it or not, my dad requested this shot HAHA look at his thumb sticking out of the sun roof haha

so clearrrrrr i wanna go snorkel there someday!

sunset on the ferry back!

DAY 4: day of strike = no photos cos cannot go out much haha

but okay i show you photos of strikes and riots haha

riot police! (so lousy such a small contingent)

EXHIBIT 1: broken glass

EXHIBIT 2: burnt cars and buildings

EXHIBIT 3: smashed stores haha my brother and i though someone might come and hammer us cos of this photo hahahaha

DAY 5: sightseeing (from a distance) since many places were closed -.-

roman bath!

some amphitheatre with baby the hamsum model :D

acropolis!

HEEHEE SO CUTE! LOVE BABY :D

temple of zeus + acropolis

temple of zeus!

first modern olympic stadium!

DAY 6: FLY BACK

okay haha hotel first hehe

caramel cheesecakee yumzzz

okay this is a terrible photo, it's 5am. im half awake, jin an is TRYING to look like he's wide awake, and baby is zonked. but no worries, the pilot looks wide awake, singapore airlines FLIES YOU IN SAFE HANDS (:

okay thats really the end of it hahaa hope it was worth the wait (:

birthday post soon haha. im always one major event behind hehe, but LIFE IS AWESOME.

2008-12-14T10:28:00.000-08:00

haha the birthday has just passed but it was awesomez nonetheless (: and i haven't even uploaded photos from greece!

but i think birthday photos will take quite long, need karen to send us first but now she's in IPOH at a pig farm HAHA.

actually birthdays are just like any other day, except that you feel a bit more loved. okay make that quite a lot more loved (:

woohoo birthday weeks are always awesome (:

i'll blog more when i can finally take a break and breathe from all the fun and excitement but for now i think i'll just go out and play (:

2008-12-12T16:19:00.000-08:00

IM BACK FROM GREECE (:

and since im pretty much wide awake at 8.19am with nothing to do, i shall blog haha!

basically im sure you all would have known about the riots and strikes etc and YES i was in the heart of it (in case you were a lousy friend and didnt make the connection haha) but no worries im now back safe and sound, thanks for everyone who worried about whether i was safe (:

but the trip was pretty much a ruined one in terms of historical and cultural experiences though, because all the tourist attractions/national monument sites/ museums were closed for like the whole week cos of the strikes and riots. it was pretty scary, like there was this one day where we were walking around on the streets and suddenly we heard shouting and saw this large group of protestors like 100m away!

ohwells, at least i went to the temple of poseidon, temples of zeus, the first modern olympic stadium, saw pretty sunsets, went to one of the islands and had lots of fun with the family haha. baby is so awesome :D actually the whole family is awesome haha (:

but omg being away for just one week made me miss everyone like crazy, and for the two days of which i had internet for about half an hour each, emails made me realised how crazy it's going to get next year, when we'll all really be away from each other for months on end! im reading all my holiday emails now, and i can't believe so much happened in each other's lives in less than a week. and all the emails end with "see you when you get back!" or "tell you more when you get back!". it's not going to be as easy next year though :/

ah i wish friends were up at 8.30am in the morning so i could phone call everyone and catch up, since the next few days will probably be jam-packed as usual. and oops i cant even sms now because i spilt ice lemon tea on my phone and my keypad is a bit screwy i hope i get a new phone in the afn haha

ohwell, but for now, the future consists of BIRTHDAY, UNI DECISIONS, AND GOING OUT WITH FRIENDS (:

sounds awesome (:

2008-12-06T10:25:00.000-08:00

haha because i can't sleep now, i shall make a birthday wishlist (sort of) since i most definitely won't have time to do so before i come back!

1. to spend time with the people i love (:
2. birthday cards and letters since i'm a sentimental idiot
3. nice lunches/dinners
4. exciting outings! like reverse bungee, zoo or cycling in pulau ubin and going to chek jawa (but somehow i dont think i'll get to do any of these haha)
5. to get into oxford/stanford (HAHA i wish ><)
6. accessories/ clutches/ bags!
7. clothes (?)
8. new wallet
9. musical box
10. watch!

haha okay this is not working i'm getting bored. i shall attempt to force myself to sleep. it's hard when there're no curtains because my mummy sent them for washing >: (

byebyeeee everyone till i get back! dont miss me too much :D

2008-12-06T07:44:00.000-08:00

okay i changed my mind, here are a few photos before i fly off haha!awesome hair and makeup!

touchhhhh (:

class girls!

yayyyy lovesssss (:

the morning after (: with dear prom queen haha (:

2008-12-06T07:27:00.001-08:00

haha okay so i havent blogged about prom! and i'm too lazy to post photos, anyway there are so many photo albums on facebook alr if you want to see what i looked like at prom you can just look there haha.

prom was pretty awesome (: despite the sian-ness inspired by prom shopping, it was such a fun night! but i guess that's cos the company was awesome and everyone did look very pretty and handsome (hm?) haha! but i think prom is always unfair to girls! cos boys look so nice but girls with makeup and flash= bad ):

anw for post prom, went to arena with jiaks pok jasper and bing, by sneaking in with karen's ic as i tried to squint my eyes and look like her HAHA (: then joined karen, syl etc who were outside before the drama began, because jiaks fainted! but in the end everything turned out fine, and we got her home safely. then after that went to hang out at the bridge with karen auyong and jarrod until 5plus which was really nice, before cabbing home with karen!

was too high to sleep, but i think we ended up sleeping at like 7plus? woke up around 2 (haha that's me while she woke up earlier haha) and went to eat yongtaufu, and jarrod joined us. went to my house to crap around and eat ice cream after that haha.

friday was really such a nice happy day too (: met clara and pris for lunch, after like a year? and we went to concorde hotel's foodcourt haha but the food was good, and we just sat there and talked for hours on end (: it was really awesome catching up!

then met mummy and baby for a while in town before going off to meet macey at astons at katong for dinner hahaha omg such a retarded dinner, we really laughed the calories from dessert away (:

and then today! met sabrina for lunch at sushi tei because we were both craving jap food, before sheng joined us and we adjourned to b&js to share a tub haha yay :D

and woohoo im leaving tmr!! but not before going for 6A class gathering HAHAHAHA omg i have no idea what to expect hahaa!

and then i'll be off to GREECE WOOHOO the land of greek gods and goddesses and olympics and PISTACHIOS haha (: dont worry i'll buy statues of handsome greek gods back for everyone, and if you havent requested too bad haha. but i'll choose all the handsome ones la so dont worry :D

yayyy the week ahead will be awesome haha greece then birthday since im back on the 13th(:

2008-12-05T07:39:00.000-08:00

omg photos finally! long post ahead :D but absolutely looks better than the flash photos on facebook ):

sunday! haircut with karen AND YES I BOUGHT MY CURLING IRON TODAY (:

monday with val!
omg i love this photo (: (:

tuesday museum tour with beloved nattay (:

TOY MUSEUM:

raffles hotel's toilets!

outside national museum (:

YAY awesomezzz

hehe we are too cool i love the two photos above :D

COLOUR MY LIFE (:

cold rock!

shun! on wed (:

terra cotta yumzz training on thurs!

and settlers!

fri:

clinic!

and some china place!

and....

because everyone dearly loves a laugh (:

HAHA HSM FOR THE WIN!

2008-12-01T07:55:00.000-08:00

stupid >: ( i wanted to upload photos but then blogger keeps dying on me so FORGET IT >: (

haha sunday went out to meet 2a2b to do princess's present (YOU'LL GET IT SOON ENOUGH WHEN WE MEET HEHE) and had lunch and stuff and jiaks gave us our wonderful souvenirs from japan woohoo haha jiaks you are so cute (YES VERY KAWAII LA HAHA) we'll think of you when we eat pathetically out of our kiddy lunchboxes in uni next time (:

and went home and watched kungfu panda with baby haha it's quite retarded -.-

and today went shopping with kelly! yay so fun girlfriend (: and had tea at toast which was yummy, before walking around orchard even more. bumped into about a gazillion rj ppl and into bong and mirabel on the mrt too haha.

haha okay how boring this sounds photos will look a lot better stupid blogger ):

2008-11-29T09:56:00.000-08:00

angel says:
i wanna go for a hsm prom!!!!!!!!!
angel says:
not an rj prom!!!!!!!!

YES TOTALLY. what's this man. we spent so much money on prom but it's nowhere near as fun ):

no corsages, dates or limos.

and no dancing handsome boys at all!

2008-11-29T06:01:00.000-08:00

haha i wanted to wait for photos before blogging but i think i'm going to forget! ><

anyway! sunday hung out with karen and went shopping and did our hair (: expensive stuffs man cos we got it treated too haha (cos we were being she1 chi3 as she would say) but it felt good hehe. and after that the hairdresser curled my hair for me for fun and omg i was in love with curled hair i am so going to get a curling iron soon!!! (:

monday was date with the boyfriend val (: haha so awesome we went to toast, watched bond, walked around orchard, had dinner (: i miss you so much! haha the time we spend together this year is nothing compared to storyline and india and touchtrainings during the hols last year man <3

tuesday was exciting date with nattay (: (: went to toy museum, which was really cool and then we sat down for quite long on our favourite floor with the nice sofas and carpets and got updates on each others lives but HAHA we were such cheapos cos we were both extremely broke, so we used the $5 voucher they gave us to order some expensive drink in the cafe but ended up only paying 60 cents after gst and service charge hehe. haha oops then headed to national museum (cos it was supposed to be a museum tour day after all and going only one place doesnt count haha) which was really pretty! and camwhored a lot as usual (: photos will do the talking when theyre up! and our last stop of the day was holland v, where we ate some mee goreng that her parent's recommended before going to cold rock yums! and claiming some free gelato somewhere afterwards (which concluded our cheapo day) but yayy nattay <3 <3 <3!

wed! was more prom shopping with angel haha, this time at marina square! and then we ended up at vivo, supposedly to shop more but we just ate instead oops haha! and then met shun at clarke quay at night and managed to catch up haha but omg that stupid girl came out with a credit card (her new one!) and without any cash -.- hahaha but much fun nevertheless!

thursday! WOOHOO EXERCISE! woke up and went for training haha and played with jnrs and min, val, pris and stupid angel who was one hour late. haha and OMG i was so frail, having not seen the sun in many months haha that every fifteen minutes i would feel a bit wuzzy haha! and after training on fri and today i am aching like crazy, everytime i sneeze my sides hurt ): then after training min the klutz HAHA like sprained her ankle or like injured it (by tripping over herself) so she had to go home and couldn't join us for settlers! but karen and oli joined the rest of us, so six of us headed down to clarke quay's settlers and played some retarded games, but none beats BALDERDASH haha it was so funny we're all immensely good at coming up with (believable) crap, esp karen who lies were bought each time by gullible angel! haha brainless fun with teammates is always good (:

friday! met angel again for more prom shopping and finally got my shoes and earrings after trawling practically all the departmental stores in singapore for orange shoes, no thanks to my dress hahaa. but shopping for a dress for angel was once again unsuccessful ): dresses in singapore are so ugly >: ( luckily i got mine online! haha then after that met pok and nicole at clarke quay for drinks at clinic, before we went to some lunar fusion bar which was extremely cheenah haha. we'll just go on ladies night next time when i'm finally legal boo haha.

today! was stay at home day for once, after having been out till eleven plus every day. so ate lunch with the family and ice cream with the brothers and went grocery shopping! then played tennis with daddy to attempt to get fitter and tanner but the sun was so hot i almost died haha. and i just watched harry potter and the philosopher's stone for fun they're all so cute!haha okay so that concludes my very exciting week! dont think anyone's interested in the text right haha you'll just have to wait a few more days for photos woots!

2008-11-28T08:04:00.000-08:00

omg this is the life (: maybe pok's right, drinking brings us luck woohoo we just got more offers (: (: (:

and im craving cranberry vodka again already haha

2008-11-25T09:00:00.001-08:00

haha i havent thought about it in ages, but it suddenly just hit me again.

2008-11-22T06:43:00.000-08:00

haha the past two days have been pure joy (: despite the initial reluctance to go for the exorbitant chalet, it turned out to be pretty fun after all (:

so on friday, i woke up and packed my bag (for a chalet not for camp woohoo) and headed off to goldkist resorts (?) haha and before princess came, hung out with becky and the ex-cls. haha then princess came and we went to hk cafe to eat lunch before realising OOPS we were going to be late! so smart us decided to rent bikes and cycle back haha!

and then we sat in some of their stuff before we decided to head off cycling! and it was super fun just cycling at our snail's pace cos we're such unfit blobs, and feeling the wind run through our hair and reminisce about the old days or contemplate the future, and eventually watch the planes fly by.

on the way!
PRINCESS I LOVE YOUUUU (:

at our final destination which took a lot of persuading to make princess last all the way HAHA

(: awesomezzz

and then we went back for bbq at night, without any carbs:

look at the mass of meat. so in the end we were so hungry we called in macs hahaha

haha and the chalet was not bad i guess, and to make my lugging of the portable dvd player worth it, we watched 2 discs of liuxinghuayuan to enlighten princess and nattay a bit more (: haha! and that (above) was our chalet name hahaha!

and so much for waking up to see the sunrise, we were all too dead haha. cos at 4am, nattay and i still couldn't sleep cos it was so cold. i thought it was just me, until i realised she was tossing and turning too and the two of us were looking enviously at ~~stupid~~ smart princess who was snuggled up all warm in her jacket and sleeping bag! haha so we decided to off the stupid aircon and woke up at like 9plus instead to a bunch of guides playing games oops haha! and went for breakfast, before packing up (and watching more dvds) and then going off for lunch!

WHOOPEEE MUCH LOVE PRINCESS (: haha if i put the less than 3 thing it'll screw up my htmp hahaha

haha nattay and bocks on the tree! concludes our beach adventures (:

4 generations of 3rd coy cls!

haha left halfway through the meeting in the cheat money CAFETERIA -.- to go home and shower before heading out to meet angel. and thankfully we were both late HAHAHAHAA so we caught the later shuttle bus instead, to go to...

MARINE BARRAGE! because that silly girl insisted that we've never actually properly been out before, which sounds really ridiculous and which im sure is actually not true just that i can't think of a counter example right now. but haha hanging out with angel (I LOVE YOU!) hahahahahhaa is always fun HAHAHAHAH

so although myplan to watch the sunrise didn't work, sunset did :D in spite of the slight drizzle!

haha at the exhibition!
haha but to get to this place (the photo below!) we had to face the obstacle of the stupid security guard! haha we think there was like one guard, who has to alternate between both entrances to prevent ppl from going up cos there was lightning, and we met him THREE times and he chased us down but the last time we succeeded (:

(: yay such a pretty photo (:

HAHA look at the water color difference!!

and then after walking and talking and listening to that disgusting woman's "such a tease!" (HAHA) which totally made me collapse and knock into some potted plant hahahaa we decided to head back to marina square to eat :D yumyum! and like angel had to bring up that dessertplace where "with every page all the desserts get bigger!" which was seriously damn funny then but doesn't sound as funny typed haha! and shop after that whoopee such an awesome day except we couldn't even walk around that long cos by 9 plus the shops were all closing! and although i'm really tired now i think the past two days were totally worth it (:

haha the text in this entry is totally unrepresentative of all the awesome memories, but i guess a picture really speaks a thousand words. yayyyy im really so happy now and it's only just going to be continuous periods of fun! (: (:

2008-11-20T08:12:00.000-08:00

okay photos from the cousin's birthday and adventure at t3 (: (:

so cute right!!!

yay omg i love skytrain rides haha but the skytrains when we were kids were totally much cooler ): cos they had seats at the windows booo

and her birthday cupcakes (: (:

okay oops i really havent blogged in some time, as silly angel complained haha.

but firstly, the mandatory - THE A LEVELS ARE OVER. OVER OVER :D

haha a full nine months ahead of us how exciting (: [enough time to be a surrogate mother HAHA pok :P]

haha throughout lit, with each essay i just kept counting down to the end, and i'm sure almost everyone else in the ish was too (: and when it was eleven o'clock and "pens down" and subsequently "you may now leave the hall" i think we all just went crazy (: (:

okay so after that we headed for manhatten fish market in ps for lunch and gosh it was hilarious, because pok and jasper were almost like competing for the "weirdest person award" so we all laughed until we had a stomachache throughout lunch and couldnt even finish our food!

BUT THEN THE REAL FUN STARTED. because we went to watch HSM AGAIN ;D

haha but the other half wanted to watch bond so we split! ):

class before we split!

but HSM WAS AWESOME. and i swear troy looked better yday than he did last week gosh! we kept swooning throughout the entire movie and laughing at retarded parts, and cos we sort of knew the story alr we looked out for more interesting stuff this time, like how daryl and i managed to spot troy on the tree HAHAHAA (:

and then after that we spent another half an hour outside the theatre laughing at pok and jasper's weirdness AGAIN. haha before everyone else left and pok jiaks jolyn daryl and i went to jolyn's very predictable dessert place for the inferior :P dessert hahaha! then headed home and just watched a lot of tv (: but sigh i think i'm really going to miss our half! cos so used to seeing them everyday, that when we wont see each other anymore there's going to be some kind of emptiness, even with all of pok's and jasper's weirdness and retardedness but i'm going to miss it! ): and it was the last time we wore our uniforms sigh ): haha but actually now i'm not in a very reflective mood haha because i'm still happy over hsm3, watching all the behind the scenes and rewatching hsm1 (:

and okay haha my day doesnt sound very exciting haha but it was :D and im lazy to blog alr la cos most things arent funny except to the ppl who were here i guess haha!

and then today i woke up at like 3 OOPS haha before heading to town with the mummy to have tea at coppenhagen and shop for prom. but bought non-prom related stuff instead and then met pok for dinner. but the most exciting part was when pok and i went to the toy fair at taka! so fun to be a kid again! and then i saw the entire hsm merchandise range and so i called the only person who i thought would understand haha - my hsm fanfic buddy jiakang! hahahahahha (: and so we decided that one day after she comes back we're totally gonna check the whole range out haha they even have ddr mats, fancy that :D

but WOOHOO the next week is going to be pretty darn exciting i think it'll be photos overload the next time i blog so toodles till then (:

2008-11-16T11:11:00.000-08:00

we're this close to it ending (:

Been feeling lost, can't find the words to say
Spending all my time stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I want to be
Oh next to you... and you next to me
Oh I need to find you... yeah

so handsome (:

and i realised zac efron's bball jersey number is the same as mine (: haha maybe it's because vanessa's bday is on the 14th of dec too hahahaa.

although the basketball in hsm was NOTHING compared to the hotshot kind HAHAHA

COME WEDNESDAY COME (: (:

BUT before i forget: here's to the two most awesome cousinz in the worlddd (: (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERIE CHE CHE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELANIE!

can't wait for cooking/baking(: (:

2008-11-16T07:31:00.000-08:00

>: ( how times have changed. omg really made my blood boil last night >: ( in the past, you jolly well take it man.

2008-11-14T06:09:00.000-08:00

okay woohoo the Alevels are almost over :D but who cares lit is so far away they feel like they're over already!

all ou papers this year (except math) were total shitz, even our teachers said so. but who cares why worry about results till march! it's nice to live in oblivion temporarily (:

but haha i must say that this wasn't what i expected the big As to feel like at all! the culmination of our public schol education didn't come with a bang as expected and make me study very hard or anything, in fact i think i probably chionged more for prelims haha but ohwells whatever FREEDOM (:

but meanwhile, EVERYONE PLEASE WATCH HOT SHOT. after you get over the stupidity and ridiculousness of the "flying dragon" stuff it's actually super nice (: and it got me hooked amidst this crazy week of papers haha oops but i've finished it and it's damn nice woohooo (:

AND HSM TODAY. omggggg it was damn freaking awesome haha! went with pok hab daryl and jasper, but omg the movie made me so happy haha we all decided that we were totally going to watch it again after lit hehe :D

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all

And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

It's like catching lightning
the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million,
the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together,
we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

<33333333! i'l blog more when i feel like it haha not blogging in ages makes me not feel like blogging anymore haha

2008-11-05T09:23:00.000-08:00

hahaha i'm really slow i only just watched camp rock and shit i think joe jonas is damn cute! omg now i wouldn't mind frolicking around 14 acre gardens with someone who looks like him, just like how someone wants to frolick around the gardens with a keira knightly lookalike :D

2008-11-04T08:31:00.000-08:00

after maths paper today, i walked past min! and she shouted: YIJUN RAINBOW YIJUN RAINBOW!

and i turned around and omg it must have been one of the prettiest rainbow's i've ever seen in my life, other than the other timei saw a double rainbow, because it stretched over the horizon above the science labs block!

hopefully, like angel says, that's a good omen that i'll pass with flying colours heehee :D

but if i don't i think i only have myself to blame haha! what am i doing still watching so much tv and going online everyday hahah ><

but i will survive (: maths was okay, loads harder than last year but i think can do yay (:

and it's just 15 more days!! come 19th november come!

sleepovers, watching sunrises, museum tours, disney movie marathon, HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3, kbox, shopping, foodie outings WOOHOO COME BABY COME :D

and i must declare how much i hate the new kids central, OKTO. hmphh it plays until 8pm everyday so at 7pm i have to wrestle with baby for the remote so i can watch my 7pm drama haha no matter how boring. and it's creating a rift between us he's a lot less willing to hug me now! >: ( when i say: where's my hug? he'll say: NOT HERE :P ): ):

please please please please please let me get in and get good news on either my birthday or christmas :/

2008-10-31T07:53:00.000-07:00

1. i think blogging in point form seems quite apt now haha considering i have an array of random unrelated things to talk about.

2. seahist was shitz haha the follies of spotting but it's okay i'm pretty sure the bell curve will do us justice (: but it made studying very not worth it haha! okay but considering i only spent the last 3 days on it, it'll do! and i feel so relaxed now that it's over cos it was probably the most content-heavy paper! now i feel like the As are going to end HAHAA

3. i am convinced that i am going to die. of this lump that has emerged in my lower back. and contrary to what the girls in class think, that it's a figment of my imagination, it's not. haha IT EXISTS. and got me all frantic and googling it. i think it might be a cyst ): but hopefully it should be benign. after all, as karen said, finding out you have a cancerous tumour is about the last thing you want in the middle of As. but i am extremely disturbed by it. i'm going to pray hard, that this is like the last time when i thought i was going to die of respiratory failure cos i couldn't breathe properly, when in actual fact i had just pulled my neck muscle which made me wheeze.

4. winnie the book has finally returned to me and i spent the afternoon looking at it, and i think i either smiled/ laughed at every entry, making me feel very happy! and today was spent practically doing nothing, and i've had some kind of epiphany. sounds a bit weird to put here so i shan't. anyway epiphanies are mostly meant for the self (:

5. haha this is bad i have no drive to study at all it's all seahist's fault! im more worried about some uni accepting me. please please please please let me get in somewhere i want ):

2008-10-28T05:09:00.001-07:00

haha i was reading some j1's blog about class camps, and i suddenly recalled this moment, when at our class camp after the night walk, we were all sitting around in a circle watching the moon. then the facilitator said: if you all have any issues about your class i think now's the best time to thrash it out. and we all said no, there's nothing. and each of us took turns to say how wonderful we thought our class was, because we were all so bonded and how thankful we were to be in this class. and at that point i think we all really meant it sincerely.

ohwells i dont even know why that came back to me, i had thoroughly forgot that moment but it just suddenly floated into my consciousness.

haha i don't even know what i am doing reading blogs. okay seahist beckons. meisze's long-awaited notes have arrived.

and the more i think about it the more blahhh interview was. there goes my oxford dream ):

2008-10-26T09:59:00.001-07:00

you're really HORRIBLE, you know? ):